jake looked beside him, to see his older brother looking down at him.
"what? why is he here? I thought I would never see him again..." jake said to himself, before asking "what are you doing here?".
"you big dummy! did you forget that we moved next door from jays house before you left?" yes, jake forgot about everything. "y-you know jay?" he asked the other, "yeah? I used to date one of his friends" the older said.
"huh? I thought jay was only friends with the others inside... I guess not"
"really? what was her name-" jake got cut off by his older brother saying, "it was a guy, and his name was sunghoon"
(jakes pov)
WHAT THE FUCK! PARK FUCKING SUNGHOON? ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME? and not only that- BUT HE'S GAY? he used to act so homophobic towards me, he's the reason why I cant live with my family anymore! I tell him I'm gay and cant keep it as a secret then our parents kick me out- no it was only my dad...my mom wasn't home... would she still love me? does she know that's the reason I'm gone? ugh, why does he have to be like this?.. why do I have to be like this.
"do you know him?" my older brother asked, "yeah" I said. "are you and him friends?" he questioned, "I honestly don't know-" I got cut off by him bumping my shoulder and saying "oh so you like him?". "no- I think he doesn't want to be my friend anymore" I lied- I love sunghoon, and although it felt wrong lying... he did the same to me so why not. and why did I lie? I didn't want him knowing I like his ex- that's weird. "hm, don't doubt it" the older one chuckled.
why does he have to be such an ass, can't he just go back home?
I looked down trying to hide the fact that I was upset, when my older brother said "suck it up jake, not everyone want to be friends with you-".
damn
he's right...
he's definitely right...
why would they even want to be friends with me? I'm weird and I don't fit in...
"anyway, I'm gonna head back home before anyone see's me" he said before running off, "bye!" I wasn't sure if he heard me... but didn't really care at the moment. I just wanted to get it over with, when sunghoon walked outside.
"I-I'm sorry! I didn't mean to say all that-" I got cut off by sunghoon pulling me in a tight hug and saying, "I'm not mad at you... if anything I'm mad at myself, I should've said something to defend you but didn't". "awe hoon, don't say that! I should stand up for myself" I said while wrapping my arms around him.
"you did" sunghoon whispered, "yeah but- I sounded...childish" I softly murmured. when suddenly I hear a voice from behind us say, "HAHA HE HAD TO HUG HIS BOYFRIEND BECAUSE HE FELT BAD".
JAY? WHAT THE FUCK DOES HE WANT! I LOVE HIM TO DEATH BUT HE COULD BE SUCH AN ASS SOMETIMES.
"okay jay- I thinks that's enough, stop being rude to them." heeseung said, at least he cares about others feelings. "but-" jay got cut off by niki saying, "LIKE YOU WERNT FUCKING WITH HEESEUNG THE OTHER DAY IN THE BATHROOM!?".
well... that was unexpected- I noticed the embarrassment on both of there faces immediately, niki's not to bad after all.
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classmates - jakehoon [smut]
Romantika boy named sunghoon falls in love with his new classmate, jake. (that's it lol)