Gay love story

Chapter 1 (part 3)(maybe sad at the end)

~~Karmens pov~~

"And the game began's." I hear Oliver say before spinning the bottle.

 It lands on Danny, THANK GOD! Now I'm not good at explaining so the best I can do is say that they kissed. 

"Hay Karmen, you spin it!"

My fucking jaw drops when Oliver said that but, I'm NO PUSSY!... Ok, maybe I am sometimes...

"No fucking way!" I yelled at him.

"Ok fine but then I get to dare you to do something!" 

Oliver said with a smug smirk on his face.

"Ya I fucking know, just get it over with and tell me!"

I just wanted to get it over with.

"I dare you to... Oh, I know the perfect one."

Oliver then looked over at me with a grin. You know you just fucked up with that face.

"W-What is it?" 

"I dare you to lick honey off of Kyle's neck!" Immediately my whole face got completely red.

"WHAT THE FUCKING SHIT, I'M NOT DOING THAT YA ASSHOLE!!?!!" I said trying not to look like a cherry tomato.

"There are muffins in the kitchen if you do it. I'll give you all of them and, they're your favorite kind!" Danny chimed in.

 I thought about it back and forth in my head till I finally said yes. I looked over at Kyle a few times, he wasn't blushing as much as me but he was blushing.

"You know we didn't even ask if I was okay with Kyl-"

"YES!- I mean it's ok with me I guess-..."

He is okay with it?! He's supposed to be on my side, saying no!!

I then saw Danny rush into the kitchen. Already knowing what's about to happen. Danny came back into the living room where we were and then gave me the honey. 

This was the last fucking thing I wanted but, fuck it why not. I took the cap off the honey. Before I put the honey on his neck I looked at him and, blushed because of what I saw.

But because of the fucking dare I had to continue so I squirted the honey on kyle's neck. (oh my fuck I can't believe I wrote this shit)That sounds so much weirder than I thought it would, well I'm glad no one can read my mind. 

I leaned in and licked the honey off his neck,  I immediately turned away and started blushing like crazy. I mean in my defense he is SO FUCKING HOT! But like I also have liked him for 4 years now soooo-.

But then he grabbed my waist and made me sit on him! And OH!...MY!...GOD!...!

It reminded me of something that happened with my ex...

It was like I could not move like I was paralyzed. After a little bit, I could move again and eminently got off him and ran to the bathroom. 

I could hear them rush to the bathroom where I was but I had locked the door so no one could get in.

They kept knocking on the door but all I could do was listen. I was once again paralyzed crying to myself... I could never get over what had happened with my ex he made me say things and do things I did not want to.

The tremors kept coming to no matter how hard I tried to stop I couldn't. 

I felt so helpless so, trapped...