My life in short

What you see during school

School yes the best place to be made fun of for doing anything and be allowed to be yourself with friends without parents unless... you go to my school the one place where if they see you're phone or AirPods out they will take it until your parents come for it you may be asking "didn't you say you use your AirPods in school" yep but I have long hair the covers them but let's go back to the "story" ah yes the principal cares over dress code and the man assistant principal doesn't give a fuck, girls use fake eyelashes and fight over a girl talking to the boy of "life" girls that suck boys dicks already, and 7th grades having sex, mhm yes and the school getting school shooting threats and bomb threats, so fucking fun.

Though when you're quiet and have good friends it's fun regardless and you enjoy yourself without being the center of attention for fights and a drugie and a horny person, I love my friends they make me want to get up and get ready for a school day, I can be myself around them, funny thing tho we look so innocent and with the teacher's favorites even though we don't like them, yes we do like some of them but there are teachers there that had been fired because they have touched children sexually and teachers getting caught almost fucking a student and go to jail because students have also found out he had taken advantage of two little girls back in the day, but we have okay grades they are usually (70-80) but that's eighth grade which is now but back in 6th-grade shit that was a weird year for me.

I had my first boyfriend I was a decent child he was a druggie and I knew this but dumb enough to accept me being his girlfriend he always got into fights we would always call and dumb shit, I was not the teacher's favorite I always had bad grades and always left to go to the bathroom, Well in one of those days I decided to try a vape for the first time in a school bathroom, surprisingly we didn't get caught, later on, I wanted to buy on but shit once I realized what I was doing I stopped.

Gosh, later on, that year we broke up because we had no connection with only called and texted, but when we saw each other in real life I was a nervous wreck, I Don't even think he liked me before we even got together he asked out my best friend but she was smart and rejected him and I promise when he asked me out I asked permission from the friend, It was a heath day outside and he texted me and he was my "brother" and he had a girlfriend who as pretty and he said "please get together with me I don't love her, I really that I love you your s pretty I want to kiss you and shit let's get together" dumb enough he broke up with his girlfriend and we got together but whenever he wanted to meet up in school and always said let's kiss because it shows how much I love you and whenever we were together people always crowed us say "aww so cute" but there were always people warning me saying "girl break up with him and he's a druggie and your innocent" gosh I wish I listened he broke up with me after a week I didn't cry tho

But during the relationship, the girl he broke up with always came up to me and wanted to beat my ass but I knew that shit is so stupid it's middle school we probably won't even last and later on, in 7th she apologized for being stupid and I forgave her and later on, I met another boy now that I think about it I lost someone that I liked we met outside and but he was younger so it was sorta weird but other than he was cute I won't lie and sweet and nice but he was racist and homophobic and I'm part of the lgbtq so it was a no, but again he was my first kiss but I won't count it

But one thing that only a few people know is that I have a crush on a guy in my reading and math class he's got a huge smile and is funny I would ask him out but I'm a pussy so no but yep that's my school life I middle school!

AUTHOR'S NOTE
yay! We got through tho chapter I was a bit all over the place It was fun writing this off my chest