trigger warnings : eating disorders , bullying , body - shaming , miscarriage , bulimia , anorexia , cynophobia , anxiety , diabetes , and vasovagal syncope
due to being bullied in middle school because of her chubby - figure , amai does her absolute best to keep her body thin and slender .
amai does in fact have bulimia , anxiety , anorexia , vasovagal syncope , and diabetes , sometimes she would go days without eating just of complete terror of getting bullied again .
vasovagal syncope : a sudden drop in heart - rate and blood pressure leading to fainting , often in reaction to stressful triggers . ( blood , too much stress , etc )
she has a huge scar on her chest and stomach from a dog attack when she was eight .
she is always polite and kind no matter who it is . even if its a bully of her ' s .
amai loves mothering people , it ' s her favorite thing to do . she enjoys cooking for people too
amai does in fact have cynophobia ( fear of dogs ) due to a dog getting in the bakery and attacking her when she was eight .
she still has scars from that , one on her arm , stomach , and back .
her parents are literally the best . they care for her and all despite being busy they always find time to spend time with their daughter .
amai is demisexual , panromantic .
amai ' s mother once was pregnant with her younger brother but lets just say it was a miscarriage .
amai is horrible at lying or stopping herself from crying , she is a bit of a crybaby .
sometimes during or after lunch you can find her throwing up what she just ate .
amai does have diabetes for low blood sugar , not eating enough .
she is very underweight that it ' s un - healthy
she does fall in love easily , it just takes a while for her to get a sexual spark . ( demisexual )
amai can be quite shy in big groups but she ' s trying to get over it .
( my favorite headcanon ) ↓
when she has beef on someone , she says she has lemon with them . when she has gossip on someone , she says she has salt on them
she ' s the type of friend who wouldn ' t understand dirty jokes just would know their dirty , she also doesn ' t use profanity .
amai can ' t stand thunderstorms , if it ' s thundering outside she will not go outside or to any window , any body of water ( even sinks and toilets ) nothing .
amai does in fact have anxiety , so she has a bunch of fidgets and all . she also still sleeps with a squishmallow .
amai doesn ' t like loud noises unless she knows where they ' re coming from , if she doesn ' t know where their coming from she will freak out .
amai does get worried easily and she cannot flirt at all , it ' s also very easy to persuade her into something .
she isn ' t as klutzy and clumsy as muja kina but she ' s close .
amai doesn ' t like musume ' s group at all , lets just say they bring up bad memories
if she wasn ' t in the cooking club , she would either be in the gardening club , student council , or art club .
if akane toriyasu was a part of the cooking club the two girls would get along .
if she and uekiya engeika ever interacted it would be humorous .
she can get flustered easily when someone flirts with her .
she is very organized and a bit bossy , not a lot though just a little .
she does in fact help out at her parents ' bakery .
her suitor ? well depends on the roleplay so I have no idea yet .
self defense ? not a thing in her eyes , cooking ? ✨yas queen✨
she hates these topics : occult , video games , anime , violence , gossip .
she loves these topics : cooking , art , gardening , cats , school .