AABSHAAR💫(under editing)

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"Ap log mujhe ese dekhna band karo ge!" Shehnaaz winced wearing her earnings when she noticed everyone in room staring at her

She was wearing beautiful blue and pink organza saree with floral print , she has her straighten and open with Pearl necklace in her neck

"Tum Sachi mein theek ho ya just dimag wagera kharab hua hai?" Zain asked her with annoyed look , Aryaan glare at him

"Bhai ap apna muh band rakha kare toh behtar hai!" Aryaan said walking towards her

Aryaan hold Shehnaaz hand making her look at him , He gave her soft look

"Hamesha ap is ese situations mein kyun parti ho?" Aryaan asked embracing her in hug , she really needed hug right now

"Don't worry mein theek hu!" Shehnaaz said patting his back softly with small smile

"We still have time bas ap ek bar keh dou apko is Nikkah se itraaz hai" Aryaan murmured hugging her tighter , she let out heavy breath

"Yeh sab fazool hai baji yeh sacrifices you will get nothing but heart break" Aryaan continued before breaking hug and looking at her

"Apko kabhi kabhi sacrifices krna parta hai its me today lekin kal koi aur karega for me it's just how life is Aryaan" she told him with small smile

Maham glance at Zain's whom hand unintentionally touches her , she awkwardly maintained distance making him frown

"Shehnaaz bhai is right tum chali jao unke sath!" Maham said touching her arm , Shehnaaz clutch her eyes shut hearing this again

"Ap log smjh nahi rahe , agar hum chale gaye baba mustafa ko marwa denge and phir Ayesha baji ki Kisi ke bhi sath shaadi kara denge!" She said in frustration, no one was understanding her and this was making her frustrated

"apna socho na dusro ke bare mein Kyun soch rahe ho!" Zain raised his voice at her , her eyes get teary they were just making her feel more pain right now

"Mein agar aj selfish hui na toh sari zindagi wo wazan mere seene per hoga I don't wanna live with that forever mujhse yeh sab handle nahi hota!" She said letting out few tears , Zain felt miserable right now

He was never able to help her in any situation and he hates it , he know she was always there for him but he never was

He can literally feel whatever she was feeling right now and he hates it , he hates that he always feel whatever she feels because of their connection

"Just say fucking words Shehnaaz I'll help you out you don't have to worry about anyone!" Zain yelled at her again

"Please leave me alone" she whisper pleading them , zain looked at her with sigh

"Are you-" she cut him off

"Please Zain" she said again , he let out frustration gasp , he glance at maham and Aryaan before they left her alone

She break down into tears as soon as they left , everyone is just making it hard for her , she can't handle all this

She set down leaning against bed while hugging her knees , she's not only one sacrificing , Ayesha and Sidharth are doing same

By just looking at Ayesha yesterday she saw affection , love and pain in Ayehsa eyes which she didn't see before

She knows this very well Sidharth has his own reasons to agree upon marrying Ayesha , she knows her father very well

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Ayesha was sitting on sofa with Sidharth beside him , she was wearing beautiful white lehnga while Sidharth was wearing white serwani

"Nikkah Mubarak mere bachon" their choti dadi came and kissed them on foreheads , Sidharth nodded at her with fake smile

"Shukriya" Ayesha replied plainly

Sidharth eyes searched for shehnaaz and landed on her , she was looking beautiful as always ,he  looked at her with cold look, she was smiling and greeting guest , he knows she's hurt and broken from inside

For first time and only time he wanted her to cry so he could just stand up from here and leave but the look on her face was telling she won't cry

He stood up with cold look , Ayesha didn't bother to glance at them they both were disheartened right now

Without giving them any other glance Sidharth walked out of their , he could hear few voice calling his name but he didn't stop

He walked passed Shehnaaz , she looked his leaving figure with dull face , her eyes get teary when she thought she managed not to cry

Ayesha stand up with jerk when she saw mustafa's sister in crowd , she wanted to her about mustafa before she could go anywhere Bibi jaan came

"Ap yeh kya kar rahin hain!" Bibi jaan whisper yelled at her , Ayesha looked away

"Ap bewakoof ho kya! Apka Sidharth ke sath nikkah horaha hai Apko kush hona chahiye!" Bibi jaan glare at her , ayehsa looked at Bibi jaan with teary eyes

"Ap thi na!" She asked in cracked voice looking at her , Bibi jaan froze

"Mujhe pata hai apne yeh sab kiya hai , apne meri zindagi sawarne ke chakar mein barbad krdi" she murmured wiping corner of her eyes

"Na mujhe Sidharth se pyaar kabhi hoga na unko mujhse" she said looking at Bibi jaan with pain in her eyes