Lyrics created by me, there are a T O N of references here :3
I'm hella proud of this so
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Warning: might be hella intense, and has mentions of self-harm so uhh read at your own risk-
[INTRO]
My life has always been a roller coaster.
Glass from the window was shattered by a toaster.
Is there an end to all of this?
This everyday pain is enough to make me hiss.
I'm being pushed to the edge of the cliff.
Keep that up and you'll see me on the ground all stiff.
[VERSE 1]
Waking up every day, having to go through everything on repeat.
Always hearing yells and hate, I'm losing my will to eat.
Play your cards right, make a mistake and you'll get hurt.
You'll be surprised by the secrets hidden in this shirt.
Somehow this feels like a Travis Scott concert.
[CHORUS]
Always hiding in my dark room.
It seems like I'm always wearing a costume.
I'm falling deep into the darkness.
You say I need help, but now at this rate I fear it's too late. (It's never too late.)
You don't want help. (help me.)
You don't wanna be saved. (save me.)
The pain will stop once you have your skin engraved. (I'm done.)
Is this always gonna be infinite?
This isn't Paramore, I'm not into you or your sinful love. (not you're sinful love.)
I'm falling deep into the darkness.
[VERSE 2]
Hit the rewind button and go back in time.
Just in time so I could stop this crime.
But I'm not Max Caulfield I can't go back.
I just wanna run like as if I'm in track.
Every damn night I'm feeling nauseous.
I can't believe that in my home I have to be cautions.
Walkin' in your room like I'm a creeper.
You have no idea how much I wanted to hurt the Grim Reaper.
"I swear it's nothing personal", as Des Rocs' would say.
But, "Hey I'm Chucky, wanna play?"
[CHORUS]
Always hiding in my dark room
It seems like I'm always wearing a costume.
I'm falling deep into the darkness.
You say I need help, but now at this rate I fear it's too late. (It's never too late.)
You don't want help. (help me.)
You don't wanna be saved. (save me.)
The pain will stop once you have your skin engraved. (I'm done.)
Is this always gonna be infinite?
This isn't Paramore, I'm not into you or your sinful love. (not you're sinful love.)
I'm falling deep into the darkness.
[OUTRO]
Always hiding in my dark room.
Sometimes I wish I was never in the womb.
Loss of appetite, sleepless nights.
Hidden scars, and hidden bites.
Lots of secrets hidden inside.
Every night all I've done is cried.
I'm falling deep into the darkness.
Falling deep into the darkness.