Note: Ishani has already lost her baby and blames Riddhima and Vansh for this matter ( kudh to pehle baby nahi chahiye tha ab bari fikr hain ) .
Lets Start,
Riddhima entered her room hurriedly, precisely their room, and locked herself in the bathroom. She tries to drown herself in the bathtub while remembering her happy times with Vansh, but the officer confessing the reasons why Vansh was sent to the juvenile facility flashes in front of her eyes.
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She stood up and sat in the shower. She was so hurt that even the cold water from the shower had no effect on her.
Riddhima was not sad anymore. She was numb and she knew that this numbness was much worse.
Her Vansh, her love, her life, her everything was a murderer, the reason for her parents' deaths.Riddhima: (screaming) No! No! No! No way, Fuck! Vansh can't do this . Your Vansh can't do this . You understand Riddhima .
She has no idea how long she sat there, she was not in a state of understanding anything, she was paralysed, helpless , numb and lost .She felt dizzy, nauseated, and collapsed on the floor.
On the other hand , Vansh was panicking ,
Vansh (tensed): Riddhima , where is this girl ( drone bhi keh sakte ho 😁 ) .
Vansh entered his room , and saw water flowing from the bathroom,
Vansh : Riddhima , tum andar ho , Riddhima answer me .
Vansh dashed into the bathroom, but what he found there shocked him. His Riddhima, his sweetheart, was lying like a lifeless body on the floor, drenched, and it appeared that she was in pain, grave pain.
Vansh : Riddhima !! Riddhima !!Riddhima !!Riddhima !!Riddhima !! Open your eyes , get up damn it .
Vansh carefully kept her on the bed and sprinkled water on her face.Riddhima gradually opened her eyes.Vansh: Riddhima, kuch chahiye, water, I'll bring it, please wait.Riddhima: Nahi, I don't want water; I want answers, all of them, the whole truth.
Vansh: Not right now. You are not in good health. Have some water .
Riddhima drank the water without further ado.
Vansh: Riddhima, are you all right? How are you feeling?
Riddhima:. Vansh, you know, when I was sitting in the water in the bathtub, the only thought that crossed my mind was, "Perhaps I should drown myself in this water before my heart freezes to death."At the time, my thoughts were killing me. You murdering my loved ones. I couldn't take it anymore; I tried to be strong, but I couldn't. I really can't. I am drowning. Vansh, I'm blank; I don't have a reason to live.My entire life!!!!! My fucking life is a bloody battle of lies, mysteries, and betrayals (lets out a sad chuckle).
This is how i feel,
Blankness
Numbness
Nothingness
The truth is that I feel beyond sad on my wedding's first night when I am supposed to be the happiest person on Earth.
