when i first met you, you were chill, i liked that, nothing too intruding. and im glad that you were persistent w it too, with how dry i was being ahahahah n im sorry for that. but im glad, i really am. we were just horny rpers when we met and we are the same now, just w out the rp. even if the start of us meeting was through a rp, and look where this took us.
the start really was that night, you were in cyprus i think with your dad and i was watching the football. it was something we were able to get along with and thats hoe the conversations started. we talked for ages, getting to know eachother. i remember one afternoon when we were looking at our birthcharts n stars n all n it was interesting bc i aint believe in all that, but you explaining made it make sense. and then our convos which came from questions about things. i liked these, just finding where we sat and i enjoyed seeing how you saw the world. we had netflix and spotify parties too, binging too hot to handle and that silly lil curly headed twat. we also played imvu, where we said our vows :), til death do us part darling
and then amino died for you, and we moved to discord. i think this was where we got a closer. i remember the numerous 👀 we were giving n all 🙂🙂, it was all playful. im glad you were comfortable w me n all. and then you showed yo voice, i was later to it. idk, i was nervous, but eventually i did. and then you showed yo face which i took my time w again i think. but i warmed up and now im comfortable af w you. i remember you mocking me for my accent ahahahah 'water bottle' n all. and i was ill around the same time, ahaha coincidence.
n then i remember we called on a saturday night, we talked. you told me stories about your day and school and friends, and i loved it, i love listening to you any time. ill sit and listen allllllll day, i dont have to say a word because ill just listen. this also happened the next saturday. we also started xbox too, playing halo. i had never played it before but i thoroughly enjoyed it. we also played gta too and calling more often. sleeping together even, we were growing closer.
i remember that one night, we just finished gta and you said sumn small, but that practically started us getting closer iyk what i mean. i found comfort in you and i wanted to do everything in your pace, i didnt mind at all. i didnt want to make you uncomfortable nor unsafe, so everything was done in your favour. we also ended up calling late, staying up until early hours where we spoke about everyhing. even then i leanrt more about you, we played games and you learnt more about me.
that brings us to now, more recently, we have been more open with the video, which is funny as i was nervous to show you me for valentines day which i do regret now and im sorry. we are on that comfortable level with eachother
and i love you for it
thank you for all of this <3
