Living in a house of 12

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Suga's POV:

I wake up in the middle of the night to my throat dry. I look over at the clock on my nightstand.
[4:22 am] I try to get up but feel someone's arm wrapped around me. Oh right, me and daichi are roommates now. And I forgot he likes to cuddle in his sleep. This wasn't the first time me and daichi had slept in one bed.

I wiggle out of his grasp, carefully so that I don't wake him but daichi's a deep sleeper so I won't have to worry about that. I tip toe out of the room leaving the door open a crack. I walk downstairs to get a cup of water but as I walk towards the kitchen I notice the balcony door is open.

That's weird. Did someone forget to lock it? I walk over to see kenma leaning over the balcony, vape in his hand, staring at the stars.

"Kenma..?"

Kenma jumps at the sound of my voice, quickly turning around to meet my eyes.

"I...I uh-" Kenma starts but I cut him off.

"It's fine don't worry, I won't tell as long as you give me a hit." I say smiling at him. He seems a bit more relieved and gives me a small smile. He hands me the vape and I take a hit.

"Didn't know you smoked suga, you seem so innocent, your like the mom of your team, no?" Kenma asks and I chuckle.

"I could say the same for you. Does kuroo know?" I ask handing it back.

"Yeah, but he's not exactly fond of it." Kenma answers.

"You and kuroo have a good relationship, he seems to really care about you."

"Yeah, I don't know what I did to deserve someone like him, hell I probably wouldn't be alive right now if it weren't for him." Kenma explains.

"Yeah, Ive been there myself but even though there was no bright side to look at, I still kept going cuz I knew it would hurt the people on my team if I left." I say looking up at the stars. Kenma looks up with me.

"More specifically, daichi right?" Kenma says and my eyes widen as I turn my head to face him.

"Don't think I don't see the way you two look at each other, it's different than how you look at other people." Kenma says smiling at me. I blush a little and look back at the stars.

"Do you like him?" Kenma asks me. That has to be the hardest question i've ever been asked.

"I definitely wouldn't say there isn't something there but, idk I think I should just be focusing on school and vollyball and all those things." I explain.

"Yeah I get that but i've learned that there just isnt a way to avoid love. No matter how hard you try." Kenma says.

"Kuroo?" I ask and kenma chuckles.

"Yeah, i've come to terms with my feelings. I tried really hard not to like kuroo but it's just impossible." Kenma explains while smiling and staring at the stars.

"Yeah im afraid I might end up feeling the same way with daichi, do you know if kuroo likes you?" I ask smiling.

"Yeah, the conversation came up and we ended up confessing but it's complicated between us. We kiss and do sexual shit from time to time but we haven't made it official yet." Kenma explains.

"I mean if you both like each other why not make it official?"

"Like I said, it's complicated. What about you and daichi.?"

"Well we've slept with each other, it was in the heat of the moment. We were both really stressed and alone and in a room where no one could bother us so we took advantage. But we knew it wasn't the right time for both of us to be in a relationship so that's kinda where we're at rn."

"Yeah you two may think you can live with just sex with each other but i'm telling you, soon you both won't be able to keep your hands off each other." Kenma says putting his vape away.

"Yeah I know but, i'm just gonna continue lying to myself for now. Why are you up so early anyways tho?" I ask kenma.

"Insomnia. I can't sleep most nights no matter how hard I try and smoking helps me get sleepier so." Kenma says and I nod my head.

"Thanks for the talk tho, I really needed it." I say smiling.

"No problem, I needed to talk too."

"Alright i'm going back to bed, make sure to get some sleep ok?" I tell kenma and he nods his head.

Guess i'm not the only one with relationship issues. And I bet it's not just me and kenma.