i draw a lot
on both paper and another canvas
only when i think its perfect tho do i paint
i paint with an amazing paintbrush
away from everyone's eyes.
and the paint is perfect
precious
and the canvas is rare,
it runs out easily and u need to use it carefully
which is y it needs to be perfect
and then....i dont show anyone
bc if i do they'll stare at me weirdly
wondering y i paint
wondering y i draw
and i cant face that
i cant face their judging eyes
so i keep it to myself
and everyday i draw and paint
