Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Goddamn it. God fucking damn it.
I should be strong for her. I need to be strong for her.
I can't. I just can't. It's way too fucking much.
Why does it feel like i'm reliving her death all over again?
Why does it feel like her hand is letting go of mine again?
Why does it feel like she's sick again?
Why does it feel like she's leaving me again?
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Fucking hell.
Yet another anxiety attack over this.
It's just so damn hard to let go. It's so hard to let go of the fact i'll never see my darling girl again. It's so hard to let go of the fact we'll never get to be together again.
