Give Me Love (One Direction Fanfic/ Harry Styles)

Chapter 19(;

"Mummy, where's daddy?" Bella asked looking up at me with hope her eyes. Tears flooded my eyes and I quickly wiped them away before she could see, I took a deep breath before I started

"Baby, daddy is on a very long trip" I explained bending down next to her and she looked like she was thinking

"When will daddy be home?" She asked confused, I didn't know how to tell her he was never coming.

"Daddy will be home soon" I said without thinking mentally regretting what I had said, she smiled before running off to play with Kaydon and Noah in the playroom.

*End of dream*

I woke up in a cold sweat and tears falling down my face. I quickly looked over and saw Harry lying there looking up at me with a confused look.

"Harry, you have to promise me you will never leave me or the babies" I said quickly flipping over so I was straddling Harry's waist.

"I promise. What makes you think I would leave?" He asked worried, I ran my hand through his curls calming myself down and he seemed to relax a little

"Just a dream" I breathed before rolling off him to lay next to him

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I walked in step next to Harry as we walked down the sidewalk of a park. The little kids laughing and screaming in the background. My stomach felt heavy and my body hurt but I shouldn't be complaining. We walked past the playground and moms taking their kids hands and walking past us.

"Mum, look this girl is fat" A little boy that was walking yelled pointing at me and my heart sank. I had never been called fat by anyone other then myself.

"I'm so sorry" The mom said taking her sons hand and pulling him away. Tears brimed my eyes but I struggled to release them. I knew I looked fat, Harry was just telling me I didn't so I felt beautiful.

"Elizabeth, don't. He was just a little boy he didn't know better, you arn't fat. you are beautiful." He gripped my waist tighter knowing I was ready to run, when I couldn't hold back the tears I ripped myself from Harry's grip and ran toward a opening in the woods, I followed a trail which led to a pond with a swing and purple and white flowers everywhere.

I took a seat on the swing. Placing my hands on my stomach. I felt the babies moving around which made me feel better. I heard the leaves shuffling behind me but I didn't turn around. I felt someone sit next to me and I didn't even have to look over to know it was Harry.

"You arn't fat" Harry broke the silence. I placed one of his hands over mine feeling the babies move with me.

"You are perfect" He continued. I stayed silent, listening to what he had to say. Around Harry I felt beautiful, even if I looked like a mess and I was bigger, he always knows what to say.

"You arn't ugly"

"You are beautiful"

"You arn't awkward"

"You are amazing"

"Don't listen to what other people say. I know you are perfect, beautiful and amazing. You don't need other people to tell you, you need to tell yourself those things. Of course I can say those things and I will but you also have to tell yourself and believe it. You and I both know you are pregnant not fat. I know you are smart. You can tell yourself that the things people say arn't true. I know you are mine." He explained, I finally looked over at him realizing he was watching me the whole time. He moved closer, he nose brushing my cheek as he put his mouth to my ear

"I love you" He whispered before placing a kiss below my ear. He took my hand placed it in his hair letting me run my fingers through his hair to make me feel better.

"If it makes you feel better, no one has touched these curls beside me, you and Lou" He smiled and my heart fluttered at his beautiful smile.

"Lou wouldn't have touched it but I was forced to let her do my hair" He stated and I laughed

"I love you too, Harry" I replied kissing his soft lips.