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sober

Jisoo pov
I was singing seeing a handsome yet cute guy lying naked beside me

Yes you guessed right he was my crush since we first met in 1st grade

But he always liked a girl named jennie till 5th grade in 6th grade he proposed her

He was committed but she was not

She wanted an open relationship

He wanted the commitment for life

She liked him

He loved her

There's a different

They were never for each other so eventually they broke up in 12th grade

She moved on

But

He didn't

He was always the first in class

But in college he went down

He was still the hottest guy in the college just like he was in school

In the first year once I saw went to see him just to see him drunk once again

I asked him what happened

I still love her he said

It ached my heart but I asked him what can I do for him to be that happy  again

He asked if I could satisfy him

I guess y'all know what I said

"Yes"

I know he doesn't love me but I still want him

If this is the only way I can come close to him

I am ready for it

And yes we did that for almost a year

My love for him increased

And he started liking me but was still afraid of the old pain and didn't want any commitment again

Yes it is the second last day of vacation for the second year of college

We do it every night

For him I was just a piece of land

For me he was my whole world

Pov end

As jisoo was looking at him she noticed 5 bottles of beer lying empty on the ground

Just by seeing the surroundings she took her guitar and tried to vibe with it and soon her mind was filled with the memories of her and him

Their good moments

"We fall for each other at the wrong
Only for a moment, but I don't mind"

She remembered how he first took her out on dinner when they were in 6th grade

They spent so much time together that she didn't knew how she could draw the line

"Guess I don't know where to draw the line, the line, the line
We're playing the same game every night"

She saw that he turned around and held her hand

She remembered how he use to walk her to school every day and also go with her very evening

"Up in the clouds
Yeah, you know how to make me want you
When we come down
Oh, I know, yeah I know, it's over"

She remembered that once they did that and he just went immediately and when jisoo asked why he said he had to meet someone and it was another of his fling

"You don't know how to love me when you're sober
When the bottle's done, you pull me closer"

She was thinking about the next line while she heard him saying in his sleep

"Please don't go! I need you! Please! Am I that hard to love? "

"You're saying all the things that you're supposed to
But you don't know how to love me when you're sober"

She remembered one time jisoo was next to him who was with his friends and she asked him if he was free tonight and he said " I am sorry who are you" Jisoo just ran away from there

"Why is it so different when we wake up?
Same lips, same kiss, but not the same touch
Don't you know that you doing just enough, but not enough
But I know what's next, and I want so much"

"You don't know how to love me when you're sober
When the bottle's done, you pull me closer
You're saying all the things that you're supposed to
But you don't know how to love me when you're sober"

She remembered once they had a fight and he asked her to just die but then apologized

"I know I should leave, I know I should, should, should
But your love's too good, your love's too good, good, good
I know I should leave, I know I should, should, should
But your love's too good, your love's too good, good, good
Yeah"

And once again he woke and jisoo said

" Taehyung, you okay? I hear you murmuring in your sleep? "

Yeah I am fine jisoo

He quickly wore the clothes and was about to meet someone while jisoo asked if he was free afterwards

But little did she know the answer was

"I am sorry today jennie asked me for the first time in 2 years to meet me I think we have to finish this contract here thank you for everything jisoo, but you are just my friend! "

She knew it had to end like that

But she said...

Okay! I understand ! Enjoy taehyung! 💜

"You don't know how to love me when you're sober
When the bottle's done, you pull me closer
You're saying all the things that you're supposed to
But you don't know how to love me when you're sober"

"You've got a hold on me
You're like a wasted dream
I gave you everything
But you don't know how to love me when you're sober"

But yes... She remembered