Mamainnit Life

"this was never supposed to happen..."

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I smiled as i looked at Wilbur bleeding on my floor like a pathetic animal who got trapped in a crusher. Philza was shaking and crying next thing I knew Philza picked up Wilbur and was out the door. Now only Techno, Tubbo, and Ranboo were in the house. I looked at Techno he looked calm but i knew that the voices were going off and he was hiding his fear, how you may question? his hand was twitching a very common habit of his when scared. I turned my back on Techno and calmly "I'm sorry Techno, but he deserved it..." I walked away from him to the room that the 3 traps led to finding Shroud, Shoe, and Anthony. when I opened the door, I was greeted with one more familiar face then what I expected. "Michael? what are you doing here?" Michael turned his head at me and hugged me with a grunt. I looked at my kid's and they were fine, but Shoe and Anthoney seemed a bit shook? I got up from Michael's hug and he followed me, I squatted Infront of them with a questioning look, Shroud also seemed shook. Anthoney just pointed at Michael, I looked at him and then studied him more, his living skin was blue!? he was also shivering and then I looked at his hooves and it Seem's they were cut open from running... Michael seemed to realize that I was trying to figure out what was happening and the best English he could muster up he said "ran for papa and dada, they come here I chase" I quietly took this in and then replied "why didn't you wear any of your warm clothes to keep from getting cold?" then I heard the worst thing you could from a creature of eternal warmth "warmth gear?" he didn't even know that it existed... they didn't even think about him trying to get out, THEY DIDNT EVEN HAVE A INCASE THING IF HE DID EVER GET OUT!? My blood fucking boiled, and it showed on my face. then I felt several tiny body's hugging me shaking, two from fear one from the cold and one from sadness and worry. I immediately felt my face rest and I looked at all of them and began to cry. "h-how could someone not even try to plan in case of emergency's for there children...did they not think you wouldn't ever get bored and get out" then I heard a gulp...not a child one a teen, I turned my head seeing Tubbo and Ranboo both hanging in net's. I death glared them with tear's still coming down and then I remember I picked up Michael and sat him on the table we had in here for when I needed to check on there injures or if they had any bug's, as I was wrapping him up I started to hear Tubbo crying and Ranboo trying to keep his tear's in. I continued and then set him down with the kid's in there blanket corner they had made, setting him down I walk over to the other two and pull them down. dragging them out of the room, I was pissed but I wore a blank face this time as I dragged them and then threw them pissed. I closed the door as I heard giggling coming from the kid's I smiled then immediately went back to the moment. I glared at the two Infront of me "wow...you seriously have a child from the nether but don't have ANYTHING for him to keep warm?" Tubbo began to talk but I interrupted "are Ya'll FUCKING MENTAL!?" at this point I'm fuckin screaming "HE'S A FUCKING NETHER CREATURE!! HE COULD HAVE DIED!" Tubbo begins to fucking sob, SEROUSILY NOW YOUR SOBBIN!? "OH SO NOW YOUR GONNA CRY AFTER I POINT OUT HOW HORRIBLE OF A PARENT YOU ARE!? HE DOUSNT EVEN KNOW WHAT WARM CLOTHE'S ARE TUBBO! HE FUCKING LOOKED AT ME AS IF I WAS A FUCKING GENIOUSE WHO INVENTED THE FUCKING THING!!" at this point Ranboo stands up to defend him and Tubbo "We're trying tommy UNLIKE HOW YOU CAN SAY ABOUT ANY OF YOUR CONECTIONS!" I paused and looked him dead in the fucking eye's now he's fucking crossed the line "I FUCKING RAN FROM EVERYONE, EVERYONE I LOVED, EVERYTHING I MADE! EVERY FUCKING THING TO MAKE SURE MY DAMN SON WAS SAFE!" Im starting to fucking cry "I RAN AWAY FROM WILBUR TO KEEP HIM AWAY FROM MY SON TO PROTECT HIM! I RAN FROM DREAM,SAM,QUACKITY,SAPNAP,KARL, EVERYONE TO KEEP MY FUCKING SON SAFE! WHAT HAVE YA'LL DONE!? YOU THROW HIM INTO A ROOM WITH A CHICKEN TO KEEP HIM COMPANY AND LOCK HIM IN! NO WHERE TO RUN NO ADULT TO COMFORT HIM! WHAT IF SOMEONE BROKE IN WHILE YA'LL WERE AWAY DID HE HAVE A WAY TO DEFEND HIM SELF!? DID HE KNOW WHAT TO FUCKING DO IF SOMEONE TRIED TO KILL HIM!" I started panting sobbing "I left everything I ever loved...for one thing and one thing only, my son's safety" I looked at them through blinding tear's "I took in two more children, they were lost, battered, bruised and cut. I didn't even have my own room yet but I sure in hell made there's first." sighing I wiped my tear's "I've done more for those kid's then you ever will know, I love them more then anyone so if you ever harm them just know, this server come's down with you" I looked them both in the eye's they were silent. "now if you excuse me I have another child to care for." then Tubbo yelled "YOU ARE NOT TAKING OUR FUCKING SON" he was sobbing, I don't want to do this to them. this just is horrible to do I know but the kid may be in life threating conditions if he stay's with them. I turned and walked to the door "you may take him back when you have proven to be safe for him, for now he stay's where he is. plus he's in bad condition, he'd die on the walk home" and at that the two were silent Ranboo stood up and walked out I know this isn't right but its for the kid. I walked into the room as Tubbo walked out of my house I heard my door's close. I looked at the now four in the corner Shoe was the only one awake and as soon as they saw me they quietly got up and walked to me, I picked them up and took them to my bean bag as we sat down shoe on my lap. I hugged The, and they leaned into me and cried I quietly comforted them as they cried they soon fell asleep in my arm's I got up to put them with there siblings and cousin but as soon as I did they whined, so I kept him in my arm's sighing quietly but lovingly. truly such loving and good children I was blessed to have met them. We went to the now empty kitchen I still need to clean the blood up from the door way. I woke Shoe up not wanting them to really sleep yet "Hun, you need to stay awake alright" Shoe rubbed there eye's and drowsily nodded. I sat them on the counter and went to the cabinet's for Choco bean's and a pot. I found what I needed and started some hot chocolate and then got cookie dough. Shoe woke up fully for that but acted still not wanting to be found out but I knew. "You wanna help make some?"  they nodded excitedly jumping down and bringing there stool. "ill let you take cookie making for the moment, i need to go and clean up a mess made earlier" I kissed Shoe's cheek and Shoe replied "Okay mama" they were as happy as a mouse finding cheese on Christmas morning. i got my mop and cleaning supply's and wiped the blood up it was a pain in the back but i got it all out eventually. i sighed and frowned "today was such a mess" I look out the window the sun setting. "this was never supposed to happen...I'm...scared"