You dont fit in (not edited)

4

After making that oral deal with Jax, he and I talked about other things. and one of them being me signing the rights of Abel to me so I'd be his mother legally. Also, we talked about me watching Abel so that he's being watched by someone who is trustworthy and not some total stranger.

So I agreed since I have trust issues and I don't trust anyone. and with the hell, Abel has been through in his little life. so I agreed and since then I've been taking care of Abel. Jax would bring him over sometimes but I'd mainly go over to Jax's so that Abel would have all the things he'd need or could possibly need.

I've been watching Abel now for about three weeks, and things between Jax and I are slowly building and he's doing amazing with proving he's not a manwhore of charming anymore. that I can trust him to be faithful to me.

Right now I'm at Jax's place and I'm cleaning it up while Abel is taking his afternoon nap.

I finished cleaning the room I was doing when I heard the front door open.

"Hey I'm home" Jax called out

"Hey Jax"I greeted

"Is he down for his nap?" he asked walking into the room

"Yea, he's been down for about ten minutes," I tell him

"thank you for taking care of him," he says

"Apart from Gemma and JT as well as a select few of the sons, I don't trust anyone with this job," I told him

"I know," he says

He removed his Kutte and sat on the couch relaxing while I started cleaning up everything before I washed my hands and joined him.

he leaned over and gave me a kiss. I pecked his lips and gave him a kiss back.

"So how're things with the club?" I asked

"Got new prospects. the newly patched sons' are learning what it's like to have a bit of say and not have to do the dirty work. a few of the prospects have been fucking us over so Happy handled them." he says

I looked at him.

"Yea it was the one you warned us about," he says

"Not shocking it was them. I mean with the slacking and hush.. hush shit they were pulling it was only a matter of time." I say

He sighed while nodding his head.

I told him of everything that had occurred while I was with Abel and how things have been cleaned and whats needed to be cleaned.

"Maybe I should start paying you" he jokes

"Yea give those fucks more shit to talk about me why don't you" I replied

"They are claiming down," he says

"Barley," I say

"Ignore them, they are trying to get under your skin to practically weaken you or to show you that you're not capable of things that we all know damn well you are." he says

"I will, but I'm telling you this. they keep their shit up and I won't ignore it anymore I'll put them in their fucking place" I tell him

"You'd have the right with the shit they are pulling on you," he says

"Exactly," I tell him.

We sat there talking a bit more till Abel woke up. 

Once I got him situated I walked into the living room and handed him to Jax before I went and got a bottle then warmed it up and handed it to Jax before I leaned over his shoulder and kissed Abel's cheek.

And went back to cleaning some more while Abel was spending time with his dad.