21 turning 22 year old Mia is a model/actress trying to make it big in her industry. That's all she's ever wanted since she could remember. She's been going through the ringer for a while because of how hard she's been working. There's this party th...
I'm going out with Harry today. Not like going out with him but like going out with him you know? Like I'm just going OUT with him it's normal you know, like casual. Nothing crazy just going out with somebody.
I don't even know where we're going. Now that I think about it. It's really creeping to think about.
Haven't dated in a while. I don't even think that I have even dated somebody before. It's kinda sad. It shouldn't be though. I don't HAVE to date somebody to feel like a person. It shouldn't be like that but. Ever since I could remember my parents have always been very strict when I was a teenager. I never really got the chance to be outside and experience any teenager activities.
Well I barely had friends, still don't have any. I've haven't had friends since... I think uh 6th grade? Now I'm 22 and still don't have friends lol.
I mean I've dated I guess I've had like little flings with guys in high school but not that serious. I catch feelings quick. I don't like sharing emotions if you can't tell already.
I've had boyfriends here and there you know but it's like high school relationships. We don't actually count them as actual relationships. I say "dated" because if we're being completely honest? Those guys were just in it for my body.
Even in eighth grade that's when my curves and physique started to appear more. Yes I get attention of guys but for like a minute. Like actually.....like a minute.
Nobody really knows my actual feelings and I'm scared to show people that because I'm not used to it. I'm a little bitch. When I get the confidence to try to get a guy's attention I pussy out and turn shy or turn them down.
It's 3:30pm and Harry texted me telling me that he's picking me up at 5:20 so I better get ready.
5:00pm...
Doing my final touches on my makeup I walk to my closet. As I'm walking to my closet I realize. homeboy didn't even tell me what we're doing today or going. So I don't even know what to wear now. That's something that I cannot stand is people not telling me where we're going. My dad would do that all the time and it was so annoying. I need to know where we're going before I change. It's a must.
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Trying to keep it simple as possible but also putting in a little effort I pull a cute t shirt and some black straight leg jeans. I look at myself in the mirror and grabbing my go to crossed bag I put it around my chest. Then I grab my fave pearl necklace and some chunky rings.
