The rejected alpha

Second chance.

Santiagos p.o.v
After the incident in the cafeteria I decided to go home. The future alpha of the pack Michael explained to me that The rejection will hurt for a couple days and then I have to be strong. The only thing that keeps going to my mind is why she rejected me?

The alpha I offered to talk to her but I I told him that I would talk to her, because this was a problem between me and her and I needed to hear and see what she really feels.

Right when I enter the house there was no one there. And all I can think about was her, I know what will get my mind off of her. That's when I went to my dads alcohol cabinet got to whiskey and started drinking out of the bottle. And went outside and started walking in the woods and I started drinking my sorrows away.

I was half way done with the bottle, when I decided to do most stupidest thing I could think of. I went and looked for my mate at her house. The good thing about living in a pack is that lots of people that you know live around. She only lives six houses down from mine.

Right when I got to her house, I knocked on her door. I waited for a couple of minutes and then I saw her. She looked like she was crying for hours, she also looks shocked to see me, "what are you doing here?" She asked.

"What do you think I'm doing here?" I said like if my words were poison. She flinched"maybe you're just being stupid like always..." She said looking at me with hate. "Yeah I came here to do something so stupid that my brain can't even concentrate and I don't know what I'm doing" I said felling my eyes getting watery "why did u reject me? Was I not good enough? Do u really hate me that much that u will never see us together?" I said as a tear ran down my face, she stayed quiet "ANWSER ME!!! I need to know..." I said as I looked at her with love and affection.

" Because your weak and pathetic and every time I see u I feel disappointed that the moon goddess would mate me with someone so weak and ugly to look at!" And when she said that my heart broke one last time. that's when I made the decision to accept the fact that not even Mate wanted me.

"I want you to know one thing before I leave,no matter what you say I will always love you." I said with sincerity in my eyes "i'm sorry that I couldn't be the man that you deserve,and that I'm too weak to protect you from any harm but just know even if I couldn't protect you or made you happy I would have loved you." Her face expression was blank she showed no emotions whatsoever,but I wanted to show her how I felt about her so I did something I will never forget.I kissed her.There was Sparks and fireworks she didn't pulled away she knows she feels the same but she didn't want to be with me because I'm weak and pathetic.

As I pulled away I looked in her eyes and asked her, "do you want for me to beg you? because I would do it, I would do anything for you please accept me... I can't imagine a world without you."

She then looked at me with hate and anger and told me"get out of my face!! I don't want you understand that I want you to leave me alone, I don't ever want to see you in my life And when you do see me I'll probably be with my new mate who I love very much!!" That Felt like a punch in my heart, she just smirked at me like if she knew the pain she was putting me through "please I want to be with you I can't live without you been waiting for you my whole entire existence and you're just gonna throw me away like I'm just some piece of trash,please Jade be with me I don't want to be alone without you." she looked at me and I saw hatred I didn't see no other feeling rather than just hatred for that I knew I had to do it I knew I had to except that she wasn't for me.

Why has the moon goddess done this to me.meet me where is worthless to the fact I'm not even my meet wants to be with me.give anything up just to be with, to hold her and tell her how much you love her when she was the biggest happiness.

"If that's what you want jade I will give you that I will give you the freedom that you want." I took a deep breath I looked her straight in the eyes. "I Santiago woods accepted your rejection Jade sly.

That's when I felt the pain and I know she felt it to.she looked at me with sadness in her eye is but then covered it up. And told me"see now I'm not the mate of a loser like you thanks for accepting my rejection" that she close the door and I walked back to House the pain from my chest was still there I wanted it gone I wanted the pain to disappear but I just didn't know how.

When I walked into my house saw two people who I never expect expected to see in my life. Uncle Tom and aunt Jasmine.uncle Tom and Jasmine have been the rulers of the Napoleon pack for almost 10 years.uncle Tom and aunt Jasmine can't have children so they always treated me like their son I just wonder what they're doing here.

"Santiago's are you're so grown up I miss you how you been? U have grown into independent young man" Jasmine said do you need to know about aunt Jess is that she is crazy she is what you called a powerful Luna and she doesn't mess around she is straight business but that's maybe because she's married to one of the biggest Alpha in the world. "Jasmine stop hogging the kid we all know he's here to see his favorite uncle" that's when uncle Tom came up to me and hugged me. "How you been son?" uncle Tom's asked me try to cover the hurting my eyes because I know that right now I'm going to have to lie "i'm fine uncle Tom how are you?" I said hiding the pain that I fell in my chest because I know that I'm not fine I'm not fine.

"I'm fine son happy birthday you're now 18 and couldn't be more proud of being your uncle son you make your ancestors and me proud" that filled my heart with pride and joy. "Dinners ready" my mom from the kitchen"now son time to eat"

30 minutes into the dinner everything was fine it was having their normal conversation like always mom talking to Jasmine dad talking to uncle Tom everything was going great. Then the question I've been trying to avoid all evening was finally asked. "so Santiago did you find your mate today at school?" And remember then I remembered that I did find her and I smiled at the thought of seeing her eyes her hair her smile her smell "yeah I did find her"
My mom looked at me with happiness my dad looked at me with proud eyes so did Jasmine and Uncle Tom. Then I remembered the way she looked at me with hatred the way she feels about me in the words she told me. Hurt flashed in my eyes my appetite was gone I put my fork down and looked up at my family who was looking to me with worried eyes. "She rejected me" my family looked at me with sorrow. "Son I'm sorry... I I know that this is not the right time to tell you this I was waiting for the end of the night to tell you to pack your stuff and grab your mate and go to my pack because I want you to be alpha of my pack I know it's not right time to tell you but son but my pack is counting on you you know me and your aunt Jasmine can't conceive children and we need to retired from Alpha duties I know you might reject this but son would you be the alpha of the Napoleon pack?"

"When do we leave?"