Chenle was so anxious the whole ride to his interview. He was saying way too many what ifs to Jisung the whole time. He couldn't stop. He was so scared that if he messed up one word they wouldn't want him anymore. Chenle just wanted to be so perfect. He wanted to be like everyone else that could confidently go in and come out feeling proud of themselves instantly knowing that they got it. For him? That was a completely different thing."Ji what if I mess-" Jisung looked at him shaking his head, "Chenle, listening to me okay? You are wonderful at what you do alright? You got this I promise you. Don't feel so scared. Remember, ill be waiting right here till you come back! You can do it." Chenle looked back at him smiling softly. Something about Jisung's words made him feel a little better about today.
Chenle got out the car and leaned down saying, "I got this Ji!" he said before shutting the door and going inside.
Jisung watched Chenle leave him alone before sighing leaning back in his car grabbing his phone changing his song to, 'love is only a feeling' by Joey Bada$$, he loved that song. It was actually a song him and chenle always used to listen too a lot after having classes and goin to the rooftop. He misses those days. Chenle never was so terrified at everything. He was so precious and smiley. Never wanted to leave his side when he had to go back to class and stuff.
Just to think he would be able to confess his love for Chenle....
Jisung never got that chance. Chenle ended up becoming so distant and anxious. He rarely saw him. He ended talking negative to him all the time. And giving all these "what ifs". He always wondered what got him to be that way. He would never ask Chenle that though.
All he does is lie to him. He isn't willing to speak truthfully to him. Chenle would definitely leave him if he started saying he was lying. It would go down hill from there.
Jisung started texting his hyungs in his separate gc they had made away from Chenle. Only because his hyungs actually try telling him he needs to start telling the truth.
Chick
Hey guys?? You alive?
bunana
Hai jisungieeee! You okay?No Just No
Ahh shit, Jisung here again.
What'd you do this time?Watermelon boy
He probably lied again.
Did you lie about how good hes gon do?
Chick
No guys. I didn't lie to him today....yet..
Sunshine
Are you kidding me Ji?
You really said "YET" why would you say that. Bro come on now-
Chick
Why are you so angry about it? It makes him feel better. As long as i'm making him feel like that then thats what matters!Bunana
But will it really matter in the end is the real question? Chenle may even know you're actually lying to him and he just waiting for you to tell the truth. I suggest you not wait for so long. He might just blurt it out himself.No just No
Yea, Nana's right Ji. You better start switching up fast. Cus if you don't you're gonna have to dig yourself out of that guilt. We been trying to help you, but you wont listen.Chick
I am listening. Omg. You all are going way over the bush with this.Jisung rolled his eyes and sat his phone in his lap completely annoyed now over the fact his hyung's always have something to say to him lying when he just wanted to talk to them.
He hates that he gets told what not to do when literally nothing is happening that's ruining their friendship at all!? Chenle is fine and he hasn't hinted at all of him knowing he is lying. So why get mad at still? Nothing is happening and it will not make it happen.
Chenle came out eventually getting into the car smiling widely before looking at Jisung poking him, "JIJIJI!" he said happily.
Jisung jumped and turned around seeing Chenle with the brightest smile, "What?! Something good happen?!" he asked surprised
He watched as he nodded so fast and giggled, "They told me they would give me a call soon! I believe I did it Ji! Im so happy!!" Chenle ended up hugging Jisung before sitting down and buckling up, "I felt so confident after what you said! I kept reminding myself ! and i did it! i cant wait to tell the hyungs about it!!" he was so happy.
Chenle was just that proud of himself. He couldn't think of anything else, but HE MADE IT. By just some good words from his closest friend! What would he do without Jisung?
BUT What would Chenle do if he knew Jisung lied to him for so long?
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Liar | CHENJI
Fanfictionli·ar /ˈlī(ə)r/ noun a person who tells lies. Started: 040422 ended: