Art Book... Aha, it is.

Maybe, we should talk a little

Hahah, the funniest thing is that I don't know with who Im going to talk. I haven't post anything here for a long time... Ghm... Oh, my... It is going to be a chaos. Exactly as the one in my head. :/

Ok. Ok. Ok.... First of all. Yeah, Im alive. Haha, what a surprise! :D Anyway, this chapter is more like a diery thing, than anything else. So, if you are don't like reading about what happened with some  random guy on the other side of the planet, I guess, this text is not for you. Plus, Im typing it in a kind of "inspired" state. So, It may contain a very interesting pack of mistakes and expressions, that you, English people, couldn't understand since you just doesn't talk like that. Im translating my thoughts on the air, what else do you want? 🤣 Then, we've done with the disclaimer. Let's begin.

There were a lot of things, that happened in my live. I mean... A LOT. I had troubles, and I still have, but the funniest thing is that I suddenly felt the urge to write a chapter in this thing. And just... talk. Im tired of waiting for the timing. There is always be none.

The most fascinating theme that is flying across everybodies mind for longer than a month already - the war. And, actually, Im kind of curious, what do you think about me now? I mean, in the past, when I named myself a scary Russian crocodile, I was kind of joking. And you, of course, could understand that. But what about now? Do I became that crocodile from the joke for real?.. Please, express your thoughts freely. I would like to here what do you think about the situations overall, about russins, about my country, about me after all...

Its important for me to know. Cause Right now there is another war. The second one. Information war. And... we are loosing it. We are literally sucking on the big f***ing c*** right now!! The first thing, that dies in the war, is the True. Im really hoping, that one day real verity will triumph!!! (I mean the real one. Even if this will picture my country like villain, I will accept it.... with one only condition. It should be verity) ... But is this even possible?... I... *sniff* I don't know. History is wrote by victorious. Not by sword, but quill. Already in many mass media we are aggressive orcs, that genocide poor people of Ukraine, but do you really believe in that? No... Not right. Do you believe, that accused one is should be judged without any research? Oh, I became too emotional.... What Im trying to say, do not believe in every information, that is you personally don't check in many different resources. Of course, people can make mistakes, so do I and you. And our point of view is also could change. The thing is, don't be too judgemental to simple people for thier views and nation. I heard, that many russians was beaten in New York, when this all had began... Oh... Im... Blyat'... Im just tired. I don't know where truth is.

Here. The only channel Ive known still that you can watch as this is the (independent?) English reporter. Turn on English subtitles. I can't give you any guarantees that it is 100% true. Make your decision on your own. https://m.youtube.com/channel/UCbjTWVaRx6jMN5ZYgbqe2_w

So, If you know any other (independent?) resources, you may leave them here.

And at the end Ill just leave lyrics of the song, that is at the very top. I always liked it, but now it's too relatable.

Wait, don't go.
We waited for summer, winter came
We went into houses,
But it was snowing in the houses
We were waiting for tomorrow
Every day we waited for tomorrow
We hide our eyes behind the curtains of our eyelids.

In our eyes cries " Forward"
In our eyes shouts " Stop"
In our eyes the birth of the day
And death of fire
Starry night in our eyes
Paradise lost in our eyes
In our eyes a closed door
What you need - choose

We were thirsty - there was no water
We wanted light - there was no star
We went out in the rain
And drinking water from puddles
We wanted songs - there were no words
We wanted to sleep - there were no dreams
We wore mourning
The orchestra played the carcasses

In our eyes cries " Forward"
In our eyes shouts " Stop"
In our eyes the birth of the day
And death of fire
Starry night in our eyes
Paradise lost in our eyes
In our eyes a closed door
What you need - choose

P.S Im so conflicted right now. Should I post this, or not? Will I regret it, or not? Is everything what I said is sane, or its corrupted by my emotions? I don't know...
And... Uhm... I wish you a good day.)