I would never picture myself. Running through the woods barefooted and covered in blood. Screaming for my life running from the person I thought I could trust, someone I really loved. Reminiscing about the good times with my family and friends. Would I actually die like this? Alone!? How long will my love ones worry? How long will I go missing? I won't even graduate! Or see my little sis grow up!! I'm not ready to die. Please god Be with me. No parent should have to bury their child. No one should see me like this naked and cold most likely decomposed. They should remember as the beautiful girl I was when I was on earth. Not the unrecognizable body this person left me to be.! No No I refuse. I want to have kids and get married and grow old. I SHOULDNT DIE! LIKE THIS GOD PLEASE. I DONT WANT TO DIE NOT YE........
