Space: 60's Survival

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 When Lu Jinzhi came back, Tong Yan discussed with him: "Should we go to the second-hand market to find some replacements? We all live in the dormitory, and we won't stay here for a long time. There is a ticket for buying furniture. It's better to save a little." Lu Jinzhi looked Looking at her like a good wife, she was secretly funny, and she entered the role so quickly, so I must take her back this year. Tong Yan saw that Lu Jinzhi looked like a little mouse who stole oil, and asked, "What are you thinking?" Lu Jinzhi returned to her senses, and agreed with Tong Yan to find a time to go shopping next week.

Tong Yan pulled Lu Jinzhi to the room, closed the door, and looked at him with a smile on his face. Lu Jinzhi wanted to hug Tong Yan, but she avoided her and said solemnly, "Close your eyes." Lu Jinzhi's intuition is a good thing, darling Close your eyes. I just felt that the little girl was close to him, and something got into his head. Just wanted to open my eyes. The little girl was in a hurry: "It's not all right, wait a moment." The warm body leaned against her, with a fragrant breath wrapped around the tip of her nose. If she didn't respond, she would not be a man. Before Lu Jinzhi could make a move, Tong Yan fled, "Okay."

Lu Jinzhi opened his eyes and found a jade plaque hanging on his chest. Lu Jinzhi knew a little better than Tong Yan, and he saw that this jade plaque was rare and good. thing. But Lu Jinyi wasn't happy at all, he knew that the little girl was restless again.

Lu Jinzhi touched the jade card and asked coldly, "Where did it come from?" Tong Yan saw Lu Jinzhi's not too happy face, and quickly took his hand and said, "Don't be angry, this time it happened by chance. Yes, I didn't go to the black market."

Lu Jinzhi looked at the little girl's flattering face, eased his face, and asked, "Be specific, I'll listen to you." Tong Yan was stunned, and said in her heart, "It's not good to be fooled! Seeing that Lu Jinzhi was about to lose his face again, he quickly said, "I took it from an acquaintance of mine. The jade card he got, and now I want to change it, I will take it." Still fooling Lu Jinzhi, Lu Jinzhi asked, "It's the person who gave you the book last time." Tong Yan didn't know that Lu Jinzhi knew about Uncle Cao. After hearing this, I understood. I guess he met Uncle Cao last time, so he had to admit it. . In my heart, I said sorry to Uncle Cao for letting you take the blame. Lu Jinzhi said to Tong Yan in a very serious tone: "Don't interact with him anymore, if he tells you about you, you will be in trouble." Tong Yan nodded quickly and said softly, "This thing. I like it when I see it, doesn't it suit you well?"

Lu Jinzhi looked at her and said, "You and I are a good match." Tong Yan didn't expect that Lu Jinzhi would still have love words, and her face turned slightly red, and asked, "Do you like it?" patted.

Tong Yan was waiting for his answer when Lu Jinyi took her into his arms and kissed her on the lips. Tong Yan was stunned for a moment, and then she felt that countless fireworks were exploding in her mind. She leaned on Lu Jinzhi's arms obediently, and felt the warm tongue depicting her lips; she felt the elegant breath emanating from Lu Jinzhi; The slightly hot body, for a long time, Tong Yan came back to her senses, stared at Lu Jinzhi blankly, and didn't speak for a long time, Lu Jinzhi looked at her blankly, a little funny, and asked: "Do you like it?"

Tong Yan still She didn't say anything, just stared at Lu Jinzhi's face for a long time, just when Lu Jinzhi thought that Meng Lang's actions scared her, and wanted to come forward to comfort her, Tong Yan asked Lu Jinzhi very seriously: "Lu Jinzhi, you Will you always like me?" "Yes!" Lu Jinzhi answered decisively and sincerely. Tong Yan asked again, "Is it the one that will never change?" "Yes!" Lu Jinzhi's answer was still firm and sincere. Tong Yan lowered her eyes, walked over, silently hugged Lu Jinzhi's waist, and murmured, "Lu Jinzhi, I like you, and you also like me." After speaking, she buried her head in Lu Jinzhi's arms.

Lu Jinzhi didn't expect Tong Yan to react like this, but he still hugged her. Because he felt sadness and sadness in Tong Yan. Lu Jinzhi didn't quite understand Tong Yan's feelings, but he knew that he didn't like to see such a little girl. He really wanted to remove all the unhappiness from the little girl, so that she would always be that simple and comfortable girl. child.

Tong Yan's mood gradually calmed down in Lu Jinzhi's warm embrace. When Lu Jinzhi kissed her, she could feel Lu Jinzhi's carefulness, his love and pity, and his sincerity.

Tong Yan is very happy, but Tong Yan is also afraid of losing all this. Just like before, she got the love from her parents, she is very happy and happy every day. When the parents divorced, the small family fell apart. The parents cared less and less for her, and when they each started a family and had children again, it seemed that all the love was taken back. Tong Yan wanted to ask them many times, did they really love themselves?

The grandmother lived a life under the shelter of others. Grandma complained that Tong Yan's mother was irresponsible, that they left her child to an old woman to take care of her, and complained about all the things that made her look unpleasant. Tong Yan lived a very depressing life at her grandmother's house. Although she could take care of herself, even though she came back to do housework every day, and even though she learned to look at her grandmother's face and talk, she was still that unpleasant child.

Tong Yan remembered the life before her transmigration, and her tears fell drop by drop. She could pretend to be strong, but she would not be strong forever. The hurt she suffered stayed in her heart, maybe no one could see it, but the hurt existed.

When Lu Jinzhi felt the wetness on his clothes, he was shocked and wanted to pull Tong Yan away to see what happened to her.

Tong Yan used all her strength to hug Lu Jinzhi, but didn't raise her head. Lu Jinzhi was worried about hurting her, so he could only comfort her softly: "Tong Yan, don't cry, you still have me. Don't cry, you still have me." Lu Jinzhi patted her back lightly and comforted her again and again. It wasn't until Tong Yan felt her grievance was crying that she slowly came out of Lu Jinzhi's arms and turned her back to wipe her tears. Lu Jinzhi felt that his heart was soaked in Tong Yan's tears, sour and astringent, a taste he had never experienced before.

After Tong Yan took a shower, Lu Jinzhi asked Tong Yan, "Can you tell me why you are crying?" Tong Yan lowered her head, didn't look at him, heard his question and shook her head gently. At this time, Lu Jinzhi knew that he hadn't really opened Tong Yan's heart, he told himself, don't worry, don't worry, take your time, take your time.

Tong Yan knew in her heart that all the grievances she had held in her heart had been vented, and she was saying goodbye to the former Tong Yan. She used to live so unhappy, now she wants to live every day happily, let all the pain dissipate, and be scattered in the world she once lived in.

It was getting colder and colder, Tong Yan and Lu Jinzhi bought some furniture at the second-hand market, and the small home began to have a family atmosphere. A wooden bed, a desk, and two chairs are all the furniture in the bedroom. There was a square table for four in the other room, and Tong Yan used it as a restaurant. The furniture is simple, but Tong Yan cleaned it very cleanly. She found a piece of floral cloth from the space and asked Sister-in-law Tian to help sew fabric pockets, so that you can put something on the wall and make the house feel a little warmer.

Lu Jinzhi likes it very much, but only two people come here on weekends. Usually, it is convenient to live in the dormitory. After all, the dormitory is close to the work unit.

Tong Yan's cooking for Ji Ning also stopped. Ji Ning said that what she had learned was enough to cope with the work in the factory. As the Chinese New Year was approaching, her family was also busy.

After being told by Ji Ning, Tong Yan realized that the Chinese New Year was coming soon. Tong Yan started to have a headache again, because Lu Jinzhi clearly told Tong Yan that she had to go home with him this year. Facing such a strong Lu Jinzhi, Tong Yan compromised.

Last year was the first year she wore it. Tong Yan had a lonely New Year. This year, she doesn't want to celebrate the New Year alone. Since she wants to go home with Lu Jinzhi, she must meet Lu Jinzhi's parents! When the Chinese New Year is coming, always bring a gift. Tong Yan felt all kinds of anxiety and didn't know what to prepare. Lu Jinzhi told her not to worry about anything, just bring someone. How is that possible? Tong Yan didn't want to pay attention to him after hearing him say this.

When Tong Yan was worried, Director Wei came to her, and the matter of opening a new class had been decided. Basically, it is mainly based on brother units, so Tong Yan arranges a study plan and starts school after the new year. Tong Yan naturally agreed, and Director Wei brought out a bunch of things, including ingredients, nuts, and some messy bills. Tong Yan was stunned for a moment. Director Wei explained that because Tong Yan was not teaching employees of the machinery factory, the original subsidy of 8 yuan was gone, but Tong Yan could not be allowed to work in vain, so she subsidized Tong Yan in other aspects. a little.

Director Wei pointed to the pile of things and said, "The materials are sent by the textile factory, the nuts and milk powder are sent by the food factory, and the bills are collected by other units." After speaking, looking at Tong Yan's face, he made up for it. One sentence: "If you have any ideas, just tell me, and I will fight for you again." Tong Yan smiled and comforted Director Wei: "It's alright, this is already good." The smile on Director Wei's face immediately widened.

Tong Yan took these notes and thought, the gift came out from here.

When I went to work recently, everyone was a little distracted. They were busy shopping for New Year's goods one by one. There were long queues at the supply and marketing agency. Li Fangfang was so tired that her voice was hoarse. It's tiring.

Li Fangfang came to tell Tong Yan that the supply and marketing agency had a lot of things recently, so she asked Tong Yan to take a look, and she was optimistic that she would leave some for Tong Yan. Tong Yan followed Li Fangfang to the supply and marketing agency, and the crowd squeezed the supply and marketing agency. After a long time, Tong Yan finally squeezed in. There are people in front of each counter, all of them are elderly, some pointing to the goods and saying: "Comrade, show me this." The other said: "Comrade, the money and tickets are here, you Hurry up and count." Tong Yan bought some candy and malted milk essence, just had a ticket, it will expire if you don't need it. After buying it, it was withdrawn. There were many people inside, the sound was noisy, and the air was unpleasant. It was really unbearable. Tong Yan felt the pain of Li Fangfang, after all, she had to stay in such an environment for a day.

These things Tong Yan bought were given to Sister-in-law Tian. Recently, when she arranged to move, Tong Yan often asked Sister-in-law Tian to do this and that. Sister-in-law Tian has been very busy recently, and she even brought some work home to do. Tong Yan went in and saw a pile of fabrics and semi-finished clothes.

Sister-in-law Tian saw Tong Yan, and quickly let her sit down and asked if she was doing well recently. The most important thing is, have you found someone yet? Tong Yan dealt with it with a haha, and left the candy, malted milk essence and some meat as a New Year's greeting in advance. Meat is of course a product of space.

I went to Uncle Cao again. Uncle Cao helped Tong Yan a lot this year. Tong Yan left Uncle Cao an industrial voucher and two bottles of good wine. Uncle Cao returned the industrial voucher to Tong Yan and told her that there would be two more bottles of this wine after the year. Tong Yan didn't know whether to laugh or cry, so she had to answer.

Finally, it was the day of the holiday. After everyone cleaned up their one-acre and three-point land, they all went home. On the second day, Tong Yan was left alone in the dormitory building where Tong Yan lived. Tong Yan doesn't want to stay here either. The longer she spends time with Lu Jinzhi, the less Tong Yan doesn't like the feeling of loneliness. Tong Yan packed all the things in the dormitory, what should be locked in the cabinet, and what should be put in the space, all arranged, and went to Lu Jinzhi's house with her bag. Before Lu Jinzhi came back, Tong Yan was busy cooking and cleaning up the house. When Lu Jinzhi came back, what he saw was a busy little woman, and he felt the warmth of home.

Tong Yan smiled when she saw Lu Jinzhi, took his bag, and said, "There is hot water on the stove, and you can start dinner after washing your hands." There are fish and meat, Lu Jinzhi asked: "It's so rich today, what's the matter?" Tong Yan glanced at him: "Consolation to you, everyone is on vacation, when are you on vacation?" Lu Jinzhi was also helpless: "There is something else in the factory. , I can't help it, I should be able to finish it tomorrow, I'll be back with you tomorrow afternoon, and I'll go home the day after." When she heard home, Tong Yan's chopsticks were going to catch fish, but they stopped in mid-air. Lu Jinzhi knew what she was worried about, but it was useless to say more.

Lu Jinzhi put the meat on the belly of the fish in Tong Yan's bowl, and after seeing her start eating, he said, "I have almost prepared everything for the house, you don't have to worry, but you may not be able to live in the house, I will give it to you. Don't worry if the place is arranged."

"Why?" Tong Yan actually knew that she could not live in the man's house if she was not married, and now everyone is very particular about this.

"There are many neighbors in our place, and everyone is watching. It's not good! Don't worry, I will definitely be with you during the day, and you just go back to sleep at night. That place is very safe." Lu Jinzhi told her all his arrangements. .

Then, after eating and putting away the table, Lu Jinzhi washed the dishes, entered the room, and asked Tong Yan, "Are you going back today?"

Tong Yan shook her head: "It's too cold, I'm staying here today, you go back to the dormitory. ." Lu Jinzhi teased her: "I'm also afraid of the cold, why don't I stay too!"

Tong Yan stood up from the bed and pointed to Lu Jinzhi with a flushed face: "You, you, nasty."

Lu Jinzhi was amused "It's silly, I'm teasing you. I'm not married yet, how could I do this."

Tong Yan refused to discuss such a boring question with him, Lu Jinzhi hesitated for a while, but still said to Tong Yan, "Tong Yan, there is something I want to tell you, you listen to me and then talk, okay?" Tong Yan was a little uneasy by his appearance, and nodded hesitantly. Lu Jinzhi took her hand and told Tong Yan exactly what he and Miao Miao had said about their relationship.

Tong Yan's face changed as soon as she heard it, she lowered her head and didn't speak for a long time. Lu Jin was anxious: "Tong Yan, everything I said is true. I didn't deceive you. Before getting along with you, my affairs with her have been settled. We will not contact again. There will be no It doesn't matter."

Tong Yan waited for a long time before asking: "Lu Jinzhi, you didn't lie to me, you didn't like her at all."

"No, the marriage wasn't set by me, my grandfather's generation said it privately, and it's also true. I just lived like this. I didn't think that marriage needed love before, that kind of feeling was too ethereal. But then I learned that a marriage without love can't last forever. Only those who have tasted love can have the courage to enter marriage. Tong Yan , I just want to go into marriage with you." Lu Jinzhi said with sincerity. Tong Yan's face softened slightly.