POV (Cheri)
This started on a Saturday afternoon at 5:53 pm when she sent me the picture. My lover...Kanojo. she sent me a picture by accident of her self harm scars. I wasn't really shocked because I figured that she has been cutting her self. I saw the scars at school, I saw the bruises on her back, and yet... I didn't say anything about it, pretended not to notice...The thing that worried me the most wasn't the scars, but it was me. I wasn't crying, I wasn't even that fucking sad about the whole damn thing! But I was definitely worried about her. You see, I've been through something like this before with one of my past lovers, they were dealing with depression and other mental illnesses, I still keep in contact with them but I still do worrie about them. Kanojo has daddy issues. He yells at her and her mom is homophobic and would probably disagree with our relationship with my sex being a girl and my gender being fluid. I want to help her but I don't know what to do. I'm dealing with suicidal thoughts too,but I've never gone through with it. I have done self harm before, but I've never cut my self before... Please help me...I don't know what to do... I can't lose her too....
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Randomthis is probably going to be a one shot. it's basically going to be faster just breaking my head on a daily basis. TW suicide, self harm, suicidal thoughts, and weird speach
