Dedicated to a special someone who shall not be named

issues

should i have called?

asked if you were okay maybe?

is it even my place to?

i just want you to know

im here for you

whatever you need

am i giving too much of myself to you?

i'll never know

i just want you to be okay

to tell me your issues

to be able to tell you mine

i'll always be here for you

i want to be that person

you call at 2 am

jut to talk

but will you?

no

i need to know what i can do

can i even do anything?

i hope so

i always will

call me at 2 am while you're alone

tell me you need me to come over

tell me you want me to comfort you

while you cry into my chest

while i rub your back so delicately

while i tell you everything gonna be okay

am i asking for too much?

maybe i am

at least i'm honest

that's all i can be at this point

why don't you ask me for help?

why aren't you devoting as much as me?

you don't need me

but i need you

i need a person

i can call at 2 am

someone who will come over whenever

someone i can cry to

and say i'm not okay

even though it seems like i am

i need that from you

would you ever do that?

no

what would you think if i called?

told you i look at our photos all the time

told you i want you next to me

told you i want to help you

whatever you're going through

i'm here

but you'll never see if i don't tell you

but i'm scared

if i say it will it ruin everything?

will you run away?

maybe never talk to me again?

i won't know till i tell you

i haven't known you for long

but since the first time i saw you

i knew

i knew i needed you to be that person

my person