His Last Breath

His Last Breathe

After I graduated I decided to move in with Kuroo,it has been a while since i have seen him so i was just a little excited to see him.Once i walk in he gives me a big hug this is when my little excitement went away.
"Kuroo your hugging me to tight"

"I'm sorry i just have missed you so much"
he makes his dumb "cute face"

I roll my eyes
"didn't you miss me to ken-ken"
"yes i did now i don't"

Kuroo was so excited that i was moving in with him i don't know if i am though,i mean i love him and all but sometimes he can be a little much for me if you know what i mean

After i get settled in i immediately went on my phone and played games
"cmon kenma lets do something together to celebrate us moving in together"
Kuroo smiled at me that made my heart light up
i love his smile so much and he loves mine he always says i should smile more but i got all the time in the world i will smile at the right moments of life

I stand up and Kuroo got all excited and took my hand and headed to a pie place,we got some apple pie and headed home and ate it together...well kinda i was playing games on my phone.

Me and Kuroo both know I'm not good at showing affection,but i do love him i just wish i knew how to love like him,he is so good at it. he comforts me when im sad,he knows when its the right time to touch me, and is genuinely the best boyfriend i could ever hope for i just can't seem to say it to his face.

"Kenma maybe you should get off your games for a while we just moved in together after not seeing each other for a long time,cmon talk to me whats new?"
"nothing really has happened since you've been gone."

"oh yeah? im sure lots have happened"
"well yeah probably i just didn't pay any attention to them."
Kuroo sighs
"well i'm going to bed"
"really now its only 8"
"i go to bed early i have work tomorrow"
"oh ok well goodnight"
Kuroo kisses my forehead and heads off to bed i smile softly,i enjoy his kisses i just can't seem to say that to his face...maybe i could write it down..hut thats to much work for me.
After a few weeks of living together:
everything was going well with me and kuroo living together,well not this day i was having chest pain and kuroo got me some medicine and i went to sleep.
I woke up and it still hurts,its just chest pain it will most likely go away tomorrow.

The next morning i wake up and it felt like it has gotten worse.
"Kenma maybe we should go to the doctors"
"no no its fine,its just chest pain i will be fine"
After a week of this pain i finally asked Kuroo to take me to the doctor,so he made a doctors appointment and the soonest we could go is a month away,but he made me promise him if it gets any worse before my appointment,we would go.
The Next Day:
"hey kenma lets play some volleyball"
I looked at kuroo confused as hell,why does he wanna play volleyball we haven't played since high school
"ok yeah sure"

We go outside and set up the net we had since we were kids it brought up some good memories. We played for a while,it made me smile and laugh,Kuroo enjoyed me smiling so much. until i felt this really bad pain in my chest and collapsed to the ground.It was getting harder and harder to breathe,Kuroo called the ambulance and they took me in.

I wake up in a hospital bed with Kuroo sitting next to me, he smiles at me.
"I'm glade your ok ken-ken"
The doctor comes in and gives us the bad news,Me and Kuroo were both in shock,tears falling down his eyes like waterfalls,I didn't cry,I couldn't let him see me cry. I hold his hand and smile and say-
"Everything is going to be ok I promise"
Kuroo smiles at me and holds onto my hand.

"Well we are putting you on medication for now but if the pain gets worse come back here immediately"

"Yes of course thank you Doc"
Me and Kuroo walk out of the hospital together that day thinking everything is gonna be ok,I got medication thats for me,so for sure i will be just fine.