•We broke the world•

"Friend" (14)

                (Zayn pov)

There was officially only one week until the big day but I still felt this bad feeling in the bottom of my stomach,  like it's a giant pit or a black hole ready to destroy, it felt awful but I tried to keep a smile for the boys, I just hope nothing goes wrong

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We are at James house and I saw that Niall was a little pale but he insisted he was fine, I decided to tell Liam and just keep an eye on him

L: hey I'm gunna go take a walk around town k

Me: why, i mean it's ok but I'm just worried

L: just meeting a friend

Li: ok stay safe

L: love you mum, dad

Me: love you
Li: love you

(Louis leaves)

Me: I'm worried

Li: he's 31 zayn

Me: NO! He's 19 and my baby

Li: sure baby (he gave me a quick peck before turning back to Harry and Niall)

Harry was rambling on about something while Niall looked practically dead

Me: umm you ok Niall?

N: yea.... I just need some water and to wash up

He stood up to almost immediately fall to the ground, I run to his side and try to help him up, once he was up he dry-heaved and gaged

Me: LIAM get lots of fucking water, Harry help me with Niall

Liam rushes into the kitchen while Harry and me hold Niall and prop him up on the couch

N: I don't feel that bad tho *attempts to vomit*

Me: yeah well your feelings are invalid right now

H: harsh much

Me: you know what I mean, LIAM WHERES THE BLOODY WOTAH

Liam comes running in with 5 waters and Niall downs 2 in about 3 seconds

Li: Jesus you must be dehydrated bud

N and Me: you fink!

Li: jeez sorry, you be the bloody doctor

H: ok I know it's about the princess right now but where is Louis?

Me: oh he said that he was going to meet a frie-

(Harry jumps up and sprints out the door)

Me: what the fuck just happened, Liam you stay here and pump him with water

I sprint out the door in suit of Harry, i chase him until we stop at the bridge, it was a bit slippery because of the rain that started about 30 minutes ago, I saw that he was talking to someone siting on the edge of the
railing looking over into the depths of the river below, as I came closer I saw that it was LOUIS

Me: HARREH! Why the fuck Is Louis siting there

As soon as I said that I saw Lou stand up on the slick metal railing and stare at me, I could tell he was out of it or that he was having an episode because there was no charming smile or shining glint in his eye just this distant void that seemed endless, I leaped up on the railing and tried  to reason with him, but once that didn't work I decided to listen to him

L: hey Zayn, have you ever wanted to jump off here and go swimming forever

Me: yes I'm not going to lie I have but do you know what has kept me going?

L: what?

Me: you guys, you saved me with your charm and pranks and the hope and hints you would give through the years of 1D coming back and now we're here, but it'll NEVER be the same without you your voice is so unique it's amazing "no control" will never be the same if you aren't in the band, plus wasn't it you who brought up the "chat"

L: I guess but I always feel like I'm in the back of the group

Me: haha you where totally not at the back, you, harry, and Niall where at the front

H: Lou please get down (he held his arms out)

Lou tried to jump into his arms but slipped and started to slip off the railing backward into the water, before i leaped and grabbed his hand, god it hurt because the railing was up against my cock, but im not going to let go

Me: HARRY FUCKING GRAB THIS BITCH NOW

Harry shook out of his shocked stare and grabbed Louis arm and helped me pull him up and over the railing, I could tell he was crying because of the fucking shock he just went through but I just need him alive and home

Harry picked him up and started jogging back to the house with me just behind him

Me: how'd you know he was here?

H: sadly, it's happened before, soon after he started having his episodes he started getting really mad and frustrated with himself, so much so that he came here to this bridge and luckily I found his ass and coxed him down, the next morning he was to embarrassed and ashamed of himself that he would think of doing that when he had so much, he made me promise not to say anything to y'all
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Harry sat Lou on the couch beside Niall who looked 10x better than before, once I could take a closer looks at Lou in the light I could see that whole left side of his face was completely swollen and kinda purple

Me: what the Fuck happened to you

L: I'll admit it my "friend" was  a drug dealer but it wasn't for me, anyway he jumped me with some of his buddy's and I gave them a good run for there money but I also didn't go off Scott free so.....

H: who's the doctor this time?

Li: me and Zayn

I run and grab about 5 ice packs  and place them gently on his face

H: doc do you think the swelling will go down by showtime

Li: I believe so as long as he doesn't  go out at night and always has the ice pack on his face, oh and gets lots of sleep

H: ok thank you doc

L: *whines*

H: NO you are going to listen plus I don't like seeing you like this

Louis ends up crashing in Harry's arms that night with about 4 babysitters watching over him

A/N:

My babyyyyyy, blame arty for this! Hi arty luv you but also whyyyyyy

Im going to do the big show in 3rd person so that you can see what everybody is doing
(idk if iv already said this)

I hope everybody is having a great day/evening/night

Luv you💛

~Caroline❤️