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I was waking up only to see he wasn't there anymore, I get up to look for him only to find he was nowhere to be seen
1 hour later
I don't know how long it's been but probably a while and he still hasn't come back, maybe he went to find some food, or he's in trouble with Rory again
Time skip a couple of hours later
Marcus's POV
some guy whispered in my ear 'you've been made' I look over to cops recognising me. fuck. I slowed down. I think I lost them. oh, shit never mind.
Then some girl on a bike with short hair came by and told me to get on
the cops rushed in.
....
Where the fuck am I?
Time skip HOURS LATER
LANA's POV
He still hasn't come back
I'm STARVING.
He was supposed to bring something to eat. This is my life. Always running. never belonging.
I never knew my parents Marcus says it's better that way it hurts less if you never knew them. I wonder what it feels like, to have a family, to feel at home, to feel like you belong
Time skip a week later
LANA'S POV
it's been a week I'm hungry and scared to step foot out of the ally
The last time I did i bunch of guys beat me up.
I managed to rub all the blood off.
I see I half smoked a cigarette.
I know it's not good to smoke it destroys your lungs and all that but honestly I don't give a fuck.
TIME SKIP
It had been months since he left
I don't even know how I feel anymore
I guess I just can't believe he left
He was all I had. The only feeling of comfort. I had him. He had me. We had each other and that's all we needed or so I thought.
TIME SKIP
It's night
It's cold
I walk around and see a park
the park we used to go to and sleep at as kids
I walk in and lay on a bench I try and close my eye but they refused to do so
I use his jacket as a blanket
I watch the stars
I wonder...
I wonder where he is.
I wonder why he left.
I wonder if he's still alive.
I wonder why he left me to starve and die on my own.
I wonder if he wonders about me as I wonder about him.
I take a deep breath as these questions run through my mind
I hear laughing in a distance
I look to see...him
Laughing with two other guys
I feel a lump in my throat
I don't know why I want to move but my body refuses
I want to go up to him
Slap his stupid little face for leaving me there on the streets alone, hungry
Weird he's wearing new clothes freshly washed clothes he looks clean
Did he leave me for a new life?
Three girls join them a girl with rich curly black long hair and a red bandana
Kisses him
My eyes widen
I feel tears prick my eyes I- I have no idea why of course, he left me for a better life why am I surprised he's with someone new
A boy who's walking with him with a green Mohawk makes eye contact
I quickly look away
And turn to the other side
Hoping he doesn't see
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