Bad At Love - Levight

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Dear, Diary

I promised myself that I would never fall in love. I mean I've kept that promise, until now of course. I fell in love, I think. I was watching an anime with my best friend Alex when he walked in. His purple hair can be very noticeable at times. It's cute. His stupid laugh is kinda cute. I guess he's charming, well a bit. Not as charming as me. Maybe as charming. But anyways. He sat down next to us, telling us how he yelled at some restaurant workers for burning his tacos. I could imagine him doing things like that. I guess being "loud" and "annoying" was a part of his personality. I mean, I guess he isn't annoying. I don't know. I doubt he likes me. He flirts with me sometimes. Well, all the time. But jokily, right? I mean- c'mon, he hates my guts. He's always telling me "stop flirting with my sister!!" even if I'm just standing next to her. The sad part is, everyone thinks me and Alex are a thing. I don't see it. Like seriously, do all girl and boy duos end up dating each other? It's a stupid stereotype. The worst part is, that Light probably thinks so too. This is why love is dumb and cheesy. If you mess with it once your heart gets broken. I'm good on my own. All by myself. I don't need anyone, I'm awesome! 

- Levi  ( 7:30 PM - 4/10/22 )


Dear, Diary 

Last night, Light asked me well- out? I don't know if he was joking or not. He just suddenly knocked on my door and started talking about risk-taking and joking around saying La Llorona might get him and he'll die without telling me what he wanted to say. The last thing that came out of his mouth was "Will you go out with me?" I just yawned and shut the door. What? Ok ok I know I know, it was midnight! Give me a break! He was joking, I know so. He always mocks my "fangirls" or whatever. I have a bad feeling in my stomach though. What if I did something wrong? What if Light was serious about "going out." I don't know yet, maybe I should talk to him about it. I'm seriously praying last night was a joke. 

- Levi ( 9:00 AM - 4/11/22 )


Dear, Diary 

I spoke to Light. He was making himself lucky charms when I headed towards him. I asked him if he was joking about last night. He gave me a soft smile and nodded. Something was off. I didn't like the vibe I was getting from him. I did something wrong. But what? He said last night was a joke? Shouldn't everything be ok? Did I just ruin my chances with him? I didn't say anything then. I was- being prideful I guess I don't know. I'm not used to this love stuff. I understand self-love and platonic love, but romance? It was as if it were a black hole, and I was lost in it. You know what, I got an even better idea. Love wants to fool me over, well it better be prepared. I will be diving into it like a raging storm.

- Levi ( 2:00 PM - 4/11/22 )


Dear, Diary

I confessed. I did it. Seriously. In front of everyone too. Well, hated the "everyone watching me" part but other than that, I did it. In all honesty, though, I was kinda nervous. I don't know, maybe everyone feels that way. Anyways, I asked him. He froze for a minute. That had me worried. But I suddenly felt at ease when he wrapped his arms around me. "Oh hell-" I was so used to that phrase I immediately backed up and stared at him. Light then finished his sentence. "Yah!" He began laughing. I started laughing too, I did kinda tear up. But- they were happy tears. I was happier than ever. Alex and the others were cheering for us. I have never felt this way before, this tingling sensation, that makes you want to jump for joy. Now, I and Light are going to have our first date. It's going to be over Ice Cream of course because I know how much he's a fiend for sugar. Hey, maybe I'm not so bad at this thing after all. 

- Levi ( 7:00 AM - 4/12/22 )


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