Let me say goodbye - Charjade

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Dear, Diary 

How do I tell her my time is running out? What do I even say to her? Should I apologize for all of the times I've teased her, should I apologize for my sarcasm and my cheeky behavior? I don't know. I love Charli, but how do I give her a sweet goodbye, something that'll shine like gold in her memory. Forever. 

- Jade ( 7/27/21 )

Dear, Diary

Today Charli and I had a picnic date. I might have brought a toasted rat, but it made her laugh. She wore this dress, with tangerines on it. I was caught off guard because I'm so used to her wearing that orange sweater. She looked awesome. I kept on my smile and my loud ego. I wouldn't want her to see me like how I am now, scared of what will happen next. 

- Jade ( 7/28/21 )

Dear, Diary

Nobody knows I have to leave. They'll find out soon though. Anyways, I got to hang out with my friends, especially my beloved Charli. I played my electric guitar like a rockstar. Rock Jade never dies!! Well, in this case, she does. I hope my legacy lives on, maybe they'll remember who I am. Or at least, maybe she will. 

- Jade ( 7/29/21 )

Dear, Diary 

It's almost time, I'm not excited. I feel like crying but I'm not. Like I said a few entries ago, I want not only Charli but everyone else to remember me as a happy, bright, and awesome spirit. Today we made this video, it was really funny. I enjoyed playing gang beasts with the squad. Ugh, I still hate the fact that I still have to say goodbye to my girlfriend. I hate this, but Zach has already made his departure, it is time to make mine.

- Jade ( 7/30/21 )

Dear, Diary

I'm scared of what the future awaits me. I was scared of today, actually. It was so hard saying goodbye. It was even worse than expected. I told Charli and she cried a lot. Luca and Light were behind her. I analyzed the two. Yup, I saw it. They were the ones who were going to be the highlight of her life once I left. When I spoke to Alex though, something was off. She nodded when I told her. "I know." I was so confused. She confessed to being that we were "characters." Yeah, unbelievable, I think she just lost her mind. Alex told me she controlled everything here like she was some type of god. She was my best friend, she wouldn't lie to me, would she? She also said the reason behind this was that our voice actors had a disagreement. I completely lost it at voice actors. The heck? What did she even mean? What type of world was this? Was my love Charli, fiction? Where did she get this? I don't even know. She told me that she'll miss being my best friend. I couldn't help but sob. We hugged and then I began walking towards the door. Charli jumped on me. She screamed and sobbed at the same time. I could hear the pain in her voice. "Don't go!" She kept me in her hug for a while. "I'm sorry for everything that I did! Please don't leave!" Is what she told me. I told her "you never did anything to me. The only thing you did was make me happy. The moments we've shared have been enough." I wiped the tear falling from her face, and kissed her. After that, I walked toward the door and opened it. When the door shut behind me, I felt chills running down my spine. Now, here I am, still sitting on this ledge. I'm scared but I'm ready. I'm going to leave this diary here. Of course not in front of the door, on the side, where Alex or the others won't see it. Maybe Charli will find it. Hopefully. Farewell friends, if you are reading this. Charli, I love you.  

- Jade ( 7/31/21 )

- Jade ( 7/31/21 )

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