The babysitter-Vinnie Hacker

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Sophie's

Now vinnie was eating with luiza, he ordered pancakes so I made it and when I gave it to him, I went to bed to try to rest

- aren't you going to eat love? - He asks by giving her a little piece in her mouth.

- no, I ate before you woke up - I said and soon he got weird, seemed bothered by something. - What is it?

- nothing... it's nothing - vinnie got up from the table and went to get her coat.

- Where are you going? - I got up and sat at the table to feed the little one.

- I lost my hunger - he says rude.

- but you didn't even eat properly...

- I'm going for a walk - vinnie left and slammed the door, leaving me with the little one in the hotel room.

Vinnie

I left that hotel and walked slowly through the streets, I wanted to understand what was happening to her and she doesn't tell me

What's she got? Why don't you tell me what's going on? I know something is happening!

That sucks... I hate lies!

I kicked a can that was on the floor and went to any convenience to buy a cigarette

I haven't done that in a long time, I really don't want to do it again, but today I'm very stressed, so it'll only be one and that's enough.

When I finished smoking, I tied my hair and went back to the hotel, Sophie wasn't in the room so I deduced that she would be in the bathroom and apparently I got it right

I was playing with Luiza, I was still a little stressed by the fact that Sophie doesn't want to tell me what she's feeling...

- How are you? - I ask watching Sophie enter the room after her shower.

- an... yes, and you? - She responds by lying on the bed.

- I'm great! - I took a glass of water, took it on one sip and hit the glass on the table with a little anger.

I know it's not good at all.

- are you really okay? Changed from one hour to the next

- no, I haven't changed.

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So the weather doesn't get so bad, we decided to go out a little, now we're on our way to the mall and she's driving and seems very bothered

- something happened, yes, you didn't even look me in the face after you left - Sophie says by slamming her fingers on the wheel.

- nothing is happening. - I said dry looking at the movement on the street.

- say that looking me in the face at least

- there's nothing going on - this time I said looking into her eye, and I realised that she was very pissed because she pressed the steering wheel and accelerated the car more, and I in turn just gave a mocking smile.

When we finally arrived at the mall, Sophie went out with Luiza and went to several toy stores, while I watched them from afar, just following...

After many stores, we left, I haven't given a single word so far and it seems that the weather between us has only worsened...

Already at the hotel, she lay on the bed with her hands on her belly and I could hear her retort a very short "shit", now my worry is killing me and I can't take it anymore

- aren't you really going to tell me what the fuck you're feeling?! - I hit the table staring at it.

- I already said it's just nausea because of the coffee and the trip, I don't know why you're angry - she says calmly.

- it can't be just for a trip and a coffee. There's something else you don't want to talk about, there's something I don't know about!

- if I knew what this is, I would have done something already, do you think I like to feel it?!

Oh yeah!? Funny because I didn't even see you take a medicine or go to a doctor, or do anything else to find out!

- because I don't want to ruin a trip that's for fun! I told you not to worry.

- yeah, but I'm fucking worried! There's no such thing as "scracking a trip", would you rather be in pain than "strampling a trip"?!

- I prefer it because I'm already used to it, I've done it my whole life and it wouldn't be different now. That's not abnormal, it's just nausea and shitty pain.

- you don't get abused anymore, okay?! Of course it's different, do I hit you by any chance?! Do I rape you?! NO! I NEVER DID AND I'LL NEVER DO IT!! - I end up changing a little.

- I'm not saying you do any of this, I'm just making it clear that you don't have to worry so much - she says tired and gets out of bed.

- Fuck! - I put my hand on my head.

- vincent para com iss- the sentence didn't come out completely and when I looked at Sophie again, she was fainted on the floor.

I ran to her and started swinging her, but no waking up, so I put her and Luiza in the car and went out to the hospital

When I got there, a doctor came to us and took Sophie, and then began to ask me several questions

- do you know what happened?

- she said she was sick because of the trip and a coffee, and then suddenly fainted

- how many days has she been like this?

- about three days? - I speak a little undecided and nervous.

- last relationship?

- does it really matter?

- everything I'm asking you is important.

- before we travelled, maybe the day before the trip

- do you know if her period is normal? Did you come this month?

- no, I don't know

- ok - he looks at a doctor who was next to him - ask for a beta hcg test

- what is that? - I say while the little one was playing with my hair.

- a blood test, sir...

He took me to a room and told me that soon Sophie would be here, I waited for a while, until finally they entered the room with her in a wheelchair already awake

They put her to bed and fixed her serum, the doctor told me he was going to get the test result so he left and left us alone

- what's up, love, okay?

- I'm...

- I was worried - I said staring at the floor.

- I know I'm sorry, but I didn't want to talk about it, it was supposed to be a nice and fun trip and now I'm here in the hospital

- we travel other times, no problem

Again the doctor came into the room, but now he had some papers in hand

- here's the test results - he says.

- what does she have, doctor?

- congratulations Sophie, you're pregnant - the doctor said smiling.

My heart stopped and I widened my eyes as soon as I heard those words, I asked him to repeat what he had said and when he confirmed it again I left...