bts imagines (warning! +18)

Panic attack (request)

Tw: panic attack, strangers

Laura Lu x Jimin and Jk
Genre: Angst and fluff

Laura Lu's Pov:

You were in a small shop. You stopped by to get yourself something to drink on your way home.
Standing in front of the shelf where the drinks were and felt dizzy. Maybe because you didn't eat nor drink anything the whole day. Or maybe it was a signal for an upcoming panic attack?
You quickly decided to ignore the second thought, settling with the fact that you had nothing to eat or drink today.

As you looked at the different options, you heard a group of people coming in, laughing and having fun. You looked to your side and saw 7 young men entering. After a short discussion, everyone went their own way, probably searching for something of their liking.

Especially two of them caught your attention. They were both well built, one had black, long hair and the other had dark brown, shorter hair and was smaller. They seemed so happy.

A sudden wave of sadness overcame you, worries overflowing your brain. "Why can't I be so happy?", "Why don't I have a boyfriend? Am I hard to love?" You thought to yourself. You tried to get rid of the unnecessary thoughts but you failed. Tears, which you didn't want to let go fell from your eyes, running down your cheeks. Your breath threatened to go into hyperventilation. Your hands began to shake. Yet another panic attack had begun.

You looked around in the market, desperately searching for a quiet place. A small room where you can suffer alone in silence.

Not too far away, there was a dark grey door, probably an entrance for the personal only but you couldn't care less.  You made your way to that door, quickly entering it. You collapsed next to the door as soon as you stepped in. Your body knew it was safe now to let its built up anxiety out and so it did.

Your breathing quickened and your hands shook. Tears slowly but surely began to fall from your glossy eyes. Everything felt so overwhelming, even though nothing happened.

Lost in your own world, you didn't notice anyone coming in until two young guys squatted in front of you. You quickly wiped away your tears, although it didn't really make anything better since your eyes decided to produce even more tears.

Guy one: "it's OK, shhh... don't be scared, we want to help you if you allow us."

The shorter one said with a warm, bright smile.

Laura Lu: "I...I don't need help." You sobbed. You were lying though. You did in fact need and want help. You were desperate for physical affection but you chose to ignore that fact.

Guy 2: "Are you sure? Because you for sure look like you need it." The other guy with the long hair said.

Guy 1: "Ah! Jungkook! You can't just say something like that so straight forward! Have some empathy. Please excuse my friend, he's rather unexperienced in such situations..." the other one explained.

Laura Lu: "It's fine..." you mumbled

Jungkook: "So will you let us help?"
Guy 2: "Jesus Christ dude, are you actually that dumb? What did I tell you seconds ago? Have some empathy. Take it slow!"

You couldn't possibly stop yourself from smiling as they were bickering like little kids.

Laura Lu: "Guys, it's fine." You whispered, deciding to step in. They both looked at you with apologetic eyes.

Jungkook: "We're sorry... ehmm... We didn't introduce ourselves yet, right? My name is Jungkook and he is Jimin."

Laura Lu: "my name is Laura... Laura Lu." You smiled whilst still shaking. But at least your tears started to dry out.