Trust

Sungjong wouldn't say he hated his body, but he wasn't so confident in it either.
He never really liked changing in front of his hyungs, much less taking baths with them. Especially Hoya hyung.
As a break from all of their hard work, however, their manager arranged for them to go to the bath house this evening. Sungjong was thankful for the kind gesture, but less than pleased from the fact that he would be naked in front of his hyungs.
He slowly gathered up his bath clothes as his hyungs pushed by him to get to the bath, stripping themselves of their clothing on the way.
He gave a heavy sigh and began undoing his own clothes.
He felt a hand wrap around his wrist and turned to see Myungsoo Hyung looking at him with a soft smile.
"If you want, you can come to the separate showers with me. I'm not too fond of bathing with the other hyungs either."
He smiled back at him and nodded, ignoring the boo's and teases his hyungs were giving them as they walked out.
They arrived at the separate showers. Sungjong felt a little less overwhelmed now that only one of his hyungs would be seeing him naked.
They silently stripped and began washing themselves.
Sungjong sat on the stool with Myungsoo hyung standing over him, his fingers soothingly rubbing shampoo through his hair. For a while the room was quiet excluding the water running, until Myungsoo spoke up.
"So...why don't you feel comfortable in this state around the hyungs?"
Sungjong thought about the question, zoning out for a bit.
"It's not like I feel they'll be innoppropriate with me or anything...it's just...well, when I was younger and in school, a lot of guys would hit on me for my girlish appearance. I guess that just made me feel uncomfortable around other boys."
Myungsoo pondered on his words for a moment. He then hummed to himself in understanding as he washed the last bit of soap from his donsaeng's head.
"What about you?" Sungjong asked, looking up at him.
"It's nothing too extraordinary, I guess I've just always been a private person for the most part." Sungjong nodded and turned back around.
They went back to silence, washing their bodies.
"So....do you ever feel uncomfortable around me?" Myungsoo asked, turning to him. Sungjong looked back at him with a trusting smile.
"No, I trust you." He leaned his head on his shoulder, smiling up at him. Myungsoo looked down at him with a grin, moving a wet strand of hair out of his face and tucking it gently behind his ear.
"Me too."