Red Eyed cat

Its Him Again

"Ahem like I was saying last time, things got... Weird, each night Ally would get out of bed and come running to my room and then she asked me " Mommy can I sleep with you" and each night I told her "of course you can my dear" It was like this every night. I thought she must have just been scared cause of her very drastic nightmares but one time when she asked me if she could sleep with me tonight too, something was different than most of the times, she was pale she was shaking more then before too, it looked like she just saw a ghost but I didn't ask, she looked like even mentioning what happened would kill her so I left her alone but curiosity started to devour me whole. I wanted to ask her what happened so badly but I just couldn't. In the end all I could do is hug her wishing that my little girl wouldn't need to worry about what happened anymore, I wanted to keep her safe, I wanted her to feel safe in my arm so whenever shed be in my arms she would remember that I always have her back. I fell asleep and I only saw pitch black, it felt suffocating and it felt like I was falling down. there were voices, tons of voices some said "Why me what did I do!" I also heard "Your all wrong please don't do this to him! I'm begging of you please!" but those where all voices that could be heard if you listened closely, Even now this voice is familiar, I feel pity on the poor person screaming I feel nothing but pity for that poor soul, you know even though its been a longtime I still cant understand what it means, why should i even try to understand, what is the point "YOU, WHY DONT YOU JUST GIVE UP ITS BEEN SO LONG AND YOUR STILL THINKING OF A DEAD PERSON, well let me tell you something they are gone so just give up, stop fighting and join me" That sentence is the last thing I heard before I woke up, hah does he think I would give up just by some words. sadly for him shall never forgive him and what he did to me and all the pain he made me go through"