Knives and Pens

The party that started it all.

Vanessa's pov

I finally get home after walking thirty minutes from school. I'm so fucken tired and I only have tonight, tomorrow and Sunday to finish a three page essay for my stupid English class.

As I enter my room I throw my backpack on the floor, I close the door behind me and go straight to my bed. I feel so relieved that I can finally rest after a long week of testing.

I'm so glad my parents are leaving to Mexico for the week so my dad can get his surgery and I can focus on school work without distractions. They took my sister along with them so it's an even better relief.

A few hours later.

"Loud Rock Music Is Played"

I wake up terrified. The music is too fucken loud. What time is it? I reach for my phone that laid on the drawer next to my bed. I press the home button.

"What the hell. It's 12:00 in the fucken morning." I said to myself.

Getting up from laying down. I put on my sk8 Vans. Put my phone in my back pocket and start heading outside to see what the hell was going on.

"What the fuck. Who has a party at twelve in the fucken morning?" Coming down the stairs I head towards the front door as I open the door I can already smell the heavy scent of weed. The music got louder when I walked outside. Holy shit it would be Andy Biersack. My stupid neighbor.

People were running around crazy drunk. Couples were making out on top of cars or on the grass. I could even hear someone or a group of people breaking things from across my yard from Andy's house.

Why in the hell would he throw a party now. At midnight. Ugh I will never get to sleep with this bullshit going on.

Next thing I know I'm walking to his house. Across his yard I can see Adam Knowles trying to keep himself from falling. Obviously he's drunk.

"Vanessa! is that you?" He said coming towards me.

"What the hell are you doing here in the middle of the fucken night?" I said when he finally reached me. I can smell that his clothes reeked of beer and weed as he put his arm around me so I can hold him still.

"At a party duh. You need sleep cause your not using your common sense right."

Taking his arm off my shoulder I put my hands on his face to make him look at me. "What do you think I'm try do to fucken sleep but that's not gunna be possible wit.. Ugh never mind, Where's Andy?"

"Andy? Oh yea he's in the living room making out with two hot girls. at least I think he's still there." Leaving him there forgetting he was drunk Adam fell to the ground. I felt bad but I need sleep and this party to end.

Walking through the front doors of his house broken glass laid on the floor. The walls had beer spilled all over them. People were passed out on the couch and on the table. The music was loud especially since it was rock. I enjoy the music but my eardrums are going to soon burst.

Going up stairs I go into all the rooms. Some had people making out. Ew. Others people were passed out. Until finally I find him in the rest room laying inside the bathtub filled with water and all his clothes on.

"Andy!... Andy get the fuck up." Shaking him he just moved his head a little and was still again.

"Andy!.... Fine then let's see how you like it underwater." Grabbing his head I push him underwater waking him up in terror.

'Cough cough, breathes'

"What the hell is wrong with you!" Yelling at me he gets up pushing me out of the way and leaves the rest room.

"What's wrong with me?! No what's wrong with you!" I yell but he couldn't hear because he had already left the rest room and the music was to loud. I follow him to see where he was going. He enters a room I assumed his room. Leaving the door open I go in and I close and lock it.

"Who the fuck are you? Get out!" Turning around he starts yelling.

"Me? I'm your fucken next door neighbor dumbass!" I yell back even louder.

Coming closer to me he grabs my arm and pulls me to the door, but I block him from trying to open the door.

"Nice to know your my neighbor now get out!"

Pulling my arms away from his hand I push him back. "No not until you stop this party!"

"Well to bad now get out!" Pushing me away from blocking the door, he opens the door for me to get out.

"No I'm not getting out!"

"Fine then stay here but I'm out! You better be gone by tomorrow!" Leaving the room slamming it behind him.

Ugh! I'm never gunna get sleep with this fucken party in the way. Sitting down on his bed I look around his room. He has a mess, clothes all over the room including on top of his bed, posters of half naked women on the walls.

His room disgust me in so many ways. I can still here the music through the door but it wasn't as loud as when you open it. On his drawer I see a sharpie and I grab it. I open it and put the sharpies lid on the drawer.

I start to write on my arm writing..'death is all I need' finishing up I reach for the lid and it rolls off and onto the ground behind the drawer.

"Seriously. Now I have to move the fucken drawer thanks a lot stupid lid." I said bending down onto my knees and pushing the drawer to the side so I can get the lid.

Turning on the light on my phone I look for the lid and find it in between the end of the drawer on the other side and the leg of the bed. I reach for the lid getting it by its tip.

Before turning off the light I see lines carved onto the back of the drawer. The word "worthless" was carved onto the bottom of the drawer. Afraid of him coming to find me looking at his carvings I push the drawer back to the way I found it and I sit back on the bed.

Putting the lid back on the sharpie I put it back the way I found it too and then I got up and left the room. Going down stairs the music got louder and my ears were starting to hurt. I finally reached the door and I head out.

I saw Adam sitting in front of a cars tire. I think he was sleeping but I didn't care at the moment. Crossing Andy's yard onto mine I start to run to the door.

Going inside I close and lock the door right away and I run upstairs into my room and I close and lock the door as well. Opening my drawer I take out my bottle of pills taking out three and putting the bottle away.

I drink them and I'm waiting laying down to fall asleep.