Transformers Prime: Long Lost Spark.

A Talk Between Two Bots

Megatron wastes no time in getting miner bots to collect the dark Energon that covered the ground surrounding the volcano. Dark Energon steming off of his body like a flame laughing like a mad man he transformes and flies to the tip of the volcano.

Meanwhile, in the Autobot base, T/N is leaning on the ground bridge controls while glancing at Optimus and the other bots and humans surrounding him.

Arcee puts a hand on his shoulder and gives him a concerned look. "Stop beating yourself up, if it weren't for you Optimus wouldn't be here"

T/N turns his head and looks at Arcee he lightly pushes her hand off and sighs. "I'm not beating myself up because of that" he lifts his hand up and clenches his fist. "When I was glowing with Dark Energon I wasn't T/N the runaway Deception turned Autobot..."

T/N drops his head and shacks it.
"I was T/N the Deception that did Megatrons dirty work, the one that hunted down Deception deserters the one that would stop at nothing to hunt down any Autobot he could and  slaughter them all..."

T/N sniffles and kneels down with his hand covering his Optics, Arcee kneels down beside him and wraps her arms around him.

T/N falls into her arms as Jack, Miko, Raf and the other Autobots look at him in her hold.

Energon tears slide down his faceplate as he lets his hand drop. "When I looked at all of you in that state I wanted to rip you all to pieces" Arcee and everyone else including Optimus hear's the pain and guilt from T/N's words.

Optimus pushes himself from his metal bed despite Ratchet's words of caution. He walks over to T/N and grunts as he kneels to his level. "T/N please understand this, a shard of Dark Energon does not define who you are. It hasn't before and it won't now"

T/N looks at Optimus and sighs in frustration. "Easy for you to say, you don't have one keeping you alive" T/N stands up and wipes the Energon tears from his faceplate. "I just need time to clear my head gasket" T/N helps Optimus up and lightly pats his arm. "we need you to get better and help us now in this dark hour"

T/N rubs the back of his head as he walks away from Prime as Bumblebee walks toward him in a worried manner as he supports Optimus.

Optimus looks to Arcee and puts a hand on her shoulder. "Arcee, T/N is dealing with more stress than a bot should handle alone. Go, help him. We will figure out what to do"

Hearing those words Arcee nodes her head in determination to help her former Spark mate.

T/N pov.

Walking down the hallway my anger boils, clenching my fists I start walking more aggressively. More frustrated when I found out Megatron used me, more frustrated when I learned I was turned to the Deception caused by Megatron...

Spartan kicking my door open I start going to town on a metal punching bag, punch after punch I get more frustrated with myself. How could I let my emotions get a hold of me like that!? Why did I have to use the fraggin shard to help me fight!? Why did I neED MY DECEPTION HALF PART TO FIGHT MY BATTLES AGAIN!?

Riping the punching bag from the ceiling I slam it to the ground and start throwing haymaker after haymaker.

Slowing down I ready my fist for one more punch but I see the condition of the Bag, closing my optics I lower my fist and lean on the wall behind me. Sliding down it I put my hands in front of my faceplate. Just trying to calm down my servos.

"T/N... Are you okay?" Turning my head I see Arcee leaning on the door frame, she looks at me with concern as I sigh in defeat and let my arms rest on my knees.

Arcee walks over to me and sits down beside me, resting her head on my shoulder, she carefully holds my hand in a caring way.

"You're not alone in this fight" Arcee looks at me and uses her other hand to make me look at her. "You don't need to fight your feelings alone. I'm here for you." Arcee gently rubs the side of my faceplate making me lean into her hand. "Just like your here for me and all of us"

Placing my hand on hers I look her in the Optics and lightly smile. "I just don't want to put my burdens on to you..." Arcee does something that surprises me.

Moving her body over my legs she sits down on my lap with my legs resting in between her inner thighs. Looking at her my face goes all blue as she wraps her arms around my neck.

"A-arcee w-what are yo-you d-doin-"
My Optics open wide as Arcee's lips meet mine. A wave of emotions washes over me like an Energon shower. Not sure if I should wrap my arms around her waist and pull her close or just sit there like a rusty engine.

Not thinking about it anymore I wrap my arms around her waist I pull her close and make the kiss more  passionate, enjoying every moment of this I don't want to waste it.

But unfortunately, Arcee breaks the kiss and looks me in the Optics. Her face was a light blue with a small smile on her face.

"That's why I'm here to help you, you don't need to hold all these emotions by yourself. I'm here for you" Arcee pulls me close and rests her chin on my shoulder. "And don't forget that"

Holding her close a smile comes to my face as I think of what just happened. "S-so dose this make us um... Y-you know" my embarrassing stuttering is cut off by Arcee pulling away and looking at me. "I would like that very much" 

I was about to respond but my body moves on its own, pushing Arcee off I grab my head in pain as a purple like a flame bursts from my body as I hear Megatron and someone else talking about... Me.

Sorry about the long wait for these chapters... I know it's no excuse but I have ADHD and it's hard for me to just sit down and just focus on my books, and I apologize. In other words, I hope you enjoy the chapter.