*Niall's POV*
Evidently Louis' giving me a ride to Zayn's. Which is weird in two ways. One Louis and I have never really talked. Expect me cursing him out when he'd pick on Harry. And two when Zayn told me he seemed nervous almost like he was lying.
After last period Harry and I finished at our lockers and then set out to find Louis. We found him waiting for us at the doors of school. "You all ready?"He ask "Yeah, and thanks Louis for taking me to Zayn's" I tell him as we make our way to his car. "No big deal mate." He says with a smile. I can tell Harry's nervous to be riding with Louis. "It's ok Haz, he's being really nice." I whisper to him making him nod.
It doesn't take but about ten minutes to get to Zayn's which consist of mainly Louis and I talking, Harry was pretty shy. "Thanks again Louis I'll see you all at school tomorrow." I tell them as I get out of the car making sure to give Harry a pat on the shoulder for reassurance. As I make my way to the door I find myself getting nervous and I don't really know why.
I knock once with no answer when I knock again no one answers but my phone goes off. It's Zayn with a txt "Come in the doors unlocked." I look at the txt a little confused before putting my phone back in my pocket and going in.
When I walk through the door I don't know what to think. Zayn gets up from the couch and in front of him on the coffee table is Nandos and two lit candles on the coffee table. I stop dead in my tracks. Zayn makes his way to me wrapping his arms around my waist.
"Hey baby" he says nuzzling his face in my neck. "What's all of this?" I ask when I finally find my words. "It's our date babe, is it too cheesy? Do you not like it? I'm sorry, I didn't know what to do and Harry said this was a good idea. I've never felt this way before, gosh I screwed it up." He says talking a mile minute and pacing back and forth.
"Zayn, Zayn baby please calm down I love it baby I just wasn't expecting it. "What did you think you screwed up?" I ask wrapping my arms around his neck and his going to my waist.
"Ok I can do this" he tell's himself. "Niall, I know we've only been dating officially for a couple of days but I've liked you for four years Niall." He says taking a deep breath and looking me in the eyes.
"I love you." He says making my mouth drop. "And I understand if you don't feel the same way I just had to tell you." He blabbers on.
"ZAYN.. shut up and kiss me I love you too." I tell him with a wide smile. He instantly luges forward connecting our lips in a soft and meaningful kiss full of love. I swipe my tongue across his bottom lip asking for access, which I'm instantly granted and we're full on snogging pulling each other as close as possible like we can't get enough.
"Zayn we can't get to carried away. You said you wanted it to be special." I tell him pushing him away a little and trying to catch my breath.
"Well this is special. I just told the man I love that I love him and craziest thing is he loves me too. I'd say that's pretty special. Wouldn't you?" He ask with that fooking cute smirk of his.
"Hell yeah I'd say it's special." I tell him as I connect our lips again. This Time the kiss is full of want and need for each other. "Come on baby let's go upstairs." He says pulling away and blowing out the candles. All I can do is nod.
Once Zayn shuts the door to his room I'm instantly pinned against it, with Zayn kissing down my neck. "Gosh I love you baby. So fooking much, your my everything." He says bitting down and making a mark on collarbone.
"Zayn, I love you too but let's go to the bed please,"I beg. "Oh eager are we?" He ask jokingly leading me to the bed and lying me down, and climbing over me. "Shut up, and do something." I tell him making him laugh.
"I've got you love." He tells me pulling off mine and his shirts. As soon as I see his perfectly tan body it's like my hands have a mind of their own. I start touching anywhere I can and pulling him down for another kiss. He begins kissing his way down my chest swirling his tongue around one of my nipples. Making me gasp and him smile. He finally makes it to the top of pants, looking at me for confirmation has he hooks his fingers in the waist. I just nod. After taking mine and his pants off he lays back on top of me nothing separating us. Skin against against skin. Our cocks rubbing against one another. "Zayn baby please" I moan as he makes yet another mark on my collarbone.
"Ok,ok baby." He says reaching over to the bedside table and getting lube and a condom. He leans down kissing me again "sorry your lips are addictive" he says, before putting lube on three of his fingers. I feel his finger down at my entrance, before edging it's way in. I instantly tense up even though I know better. "Relax baby" Zayn says kissing my neck and my shoulder really any spot he can get to. I instantly relax as he thrust his fingers in out.
"You look beautiful laid out for me."he says kissing my thigh as he adds another finger. "More Zayn please please I need more. He adds a third finger grazing over my prostate making me moan. "Zayn I'm ready please, I need you" I tell him "Are you sure I don't wanna hurt you baby,"He says kissing me. "Yes Zayn I'm sure. Now can the man I love make love to me? I ask
"Shit, yeah he can baby." He says pulling his fingers out and wiping them on his sheets. Quickly putting the condom on and slicking himself up. "You ready baby?" He ask making me nod before slowly pressing in. "Fook Niall your so tight baby" he says leaning down to kiss me while I adjust to the stretch. "You can move" I breath heavily. I feel him pull out till only his tip is in and push back in we're both moaning like crazy. And when he hits my prostate I let out a moan any porn star would be proud of.
"Oh gosh Zayn right there!" I moan he hits my prostate dead on every time. "Oh my gosh," I moan. "Baby I gonna cum." I moan "Yeah me too." One more thrust and I'm cumming untouched. He thrust two more times and let's go into the condom and collapse onto me. "That was fooking incredible!" I tell him stroking his hair. "You can say that again." He says rolling off of me and pulling out making me whimper a tad.
"Let me go get a flannel to clean us up. And we can take a nap. Or go down stairs to eat, or I can bring the food up here and we can watch a movie." He tells me as he takes the condom off throwing it away. "Let's watch a movie." I say yawning. "Gosh your adorable! I really am the luckiest man in the world. Did I ever tell you I love you?" He jokes. "Maybe once or twice. Did I ever tell you I love you too." I tell him kissing his lips.
After getting somewhat cleaned up and eating , Zayn and I are cuddled in his bed watching TV when suddenly I can feel his eyes on me. "What is it baby?" I ask him "I just don't understand it." He tells me making me confused. "Huh? What don't you understand?" I ask him confused. "Why do you want me? I mean look at you, your sexy as can be you could get anyone you want. Plus you're one of the nicest people I've ever met. And we both know I've screwed up in the past. I guess I'm afraid I'm gonna wake up and this all gonna be a dream." He says with tears in is eyes.
"Zayn listen to me." I say throwing my leg over his lap and straddling him. "Yes you've made mistakes in the past but we all make them. And plus with what you're dealing with can be very difficult. Everyone has a different way of dealing with it. Coming out is hard why do you think I've not done it yet? Plus you're trying to makeup for your mistakes. And as far as the sexiness goes I don't hold a candle to you. You could get anyone you wanted but for some odd reason you chose me. And to show you it's not a dream come here." I say pulling him closer and connecting our lips. My tongue instantly in his mouth. Caressing ever inch of it.
"Now are you still afraid it's a dream?" I ask with smirk when I pull back for air. "I'm just afraid you're too good to be true. I love you so much. You mean the world to me." He tells me. "Well I'm very much real and need to be held" I tell him with a smirk. "I can take care of that." He says wrapping his arms around my waist. I kiss him one last time before putting my head on his shoulder and falling asleep in his lap.
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