Real Emotions, Raw Poetry

Unleash

All these road before me, which should I choose?

Is it the one that'll make my heart win or make my soul lose?

They think that it's easy, but it's really not.

Any choice you make comes with harsh consequences incase you forgot.

My mind doesn't fully get it

Should I abandon my heart then later regret it?

Is my heart right?

Which way has the light?- The light that will show me my way.

This ain't fucking easy-the choices you have to make.

Give up one, choose the other, something will be at stake

but...you don't know if what makes you happy is an illusion, if it is fake.

The "good" you are supposed to do hangs over your head.

You feel the hovering presence every time you lay in your bed.

Fighting what you know against what you really feel.

This is a warzone-a battle that just makes you weak.

How am I supposed to decide what is wrong and what is right if both sides of my heart isn't even on the same side?

I shout for assistance

but my voice only fades in the distance

My heart puts up resistance

but at the same time wants to leap in an instant.

Writing this makes my body so tense...

Is what I'm saying actually making sense?

Well guess what? It fucking has to-feelings cannot be set at default.

I don't know what they are made up of but I'm paying the cost for all materials.

I wanna rip my mind out and read it with naked eyes

because for the love of me...I can't figure out what's going on inside.

This is really getting to me and my head is on fire.

To know what and why I feel is my only desire.

Is there a genie out there that can grant me this one wish?

I know I have three tries but I'll make them all to get this one gift.

I have a lot of people around me, but no one is really there.

I read the room and stay to myself because all the rooms have the same atmosphere.

I am mentally annoyed- annoyed at all my thoughts.

They are in malice with me- it's like they're in a vault.

Locked with a combination that I don't know.

If I don't have the key...then there is not much further that I can go.