I'm a bit of a mess.
It seems to me that I am at least.
I've fucked up every relationship I've been in.
and yet, I keep trying
I keep throwing myself at love..
I keep thinking
"I wont fuck this up again."
but- what can I say
other than
I'm sorry-
I'm sorry I lie
I'm sorry I cheat
I'm sorry I never listen enough
I'm sorry that no matter how hard I try,
I still screw up
I still fuck up
I still mess up
All that I have to say for myself-
Is that I don't try and hurt anyone on purpose
I try to do good
To be good
But I've never been good
I can never keep my word
I can never hold my tongue
I can never stop hurting others-
I've tried everything-
maybe there's something wrong with me-
because all I ever do is fuck it all up....
