I get it
Not everyone has the time to constantly console me-
But I'm still over thinking-
"I'm annoying"
"They want me to go away"
"I'm just wasting their time"
"They don't want me"
I can't help it, really
These thoughts live in my poor empty mind
Nothing else to take up the space but meaningless self doubt
I feel as if I'm demanding to much
To much affection
To much attention
Just to much of everything
I know this is all self doubt speaking-
But I still can't help but feel these ways
and
It drives me
Crazy
