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The Note

trigger warning⚠️

It was 2am and Chan woke up in the living room and stumbled quietly to his bedroom. His mind racing which made him start to cry his eyes out. "I don't want to be here any more! I feel like it's all my fault. No one deserves a hurtful person like me!" He thought to himself as he brought out a paper and a pen and proceeded to write his suicide note.

Dear the members,

I am sorry for everything I have done. I hate it here. I feel hopeless, and I hate myself for it.

I hate myself for how I treated y/n. It is eating me up inside. Not only about the situation that cause them to end up in hospital but all the shit things I've said to them that have made matters worse.

I wanted to tell you that when you are reading this, I'm in a better place right now. Don't miss me too much. I don't deserve to be missed or loved. 

Everything has got too much to handle. This was the only way I could think of to be free.

Chan

Chan finished writing this with tears streaming down his eyes. "It's time I can't do this anymore", he said calmly. He wiped the tears forming on his face. "Bye Chan we are leaving" Jisung shouted from downstairs. After they had left Chan left the dorm for the last time.

He planned every detail of how he was going to die the place and everything. He wanted everything to go to plan. He wants to be free.

He came to the busiest road by their dorm (which was 4 minutes away) and walked out without looking cause he didn't care. He didn't care about the possibility of getting hit by a car, he didn't care about anything. The next thing he knew was darkness and people screaming for his aid. " I wish they wouldn't", he thought.

"CALL THE AMBULANCE!" some stranger shouted, as they came to his aid. He landed on the ground and a ball barely conscious and barely breathing. He had a visible open leg fracture and cuts all over his body.

Suddenly his breathing stopped. 

The people who were at his aid began CPR straight away in hopes to get him breathing again.

Time went by, and Chan started to breathe again after a couple of minutes of trying to revive him, but it was very shallow. The people who were by his side made sure that it didn't happen again and Chan was comfortable.

Minutes later the paramedics were there to help tend to Chan. He was then rushed to the hospital under blue lights.

Meanwhile, at the dorm, Jisung and Changbin came home from doing a Vlive together for Stay.

"CHAN!" They both shouted at the same time. "Are you home?!" Still no reply. They frantically looked for Chan as they remembered the conversation they had with him yesterday. They were worried.

They went to his room and found the note on his bedside table. They began to read it.

Dear the members,

I am sorry for everything I have done. I hate it here. I feel hopeless, and I hate myself for it.

I hate myself for how I treated y/n. It is eating me up inside. No only about the situation that cause them to end up in hospital but the shit things I've said to them that made matters worse.

I wanted to tell you that when you are reading this, I'm in a better place right now. Don't miss me too much. I don't deserve to be missed or loved. 

Everything has got too much to handle. This was the only way I could think of to be free.

Chan

They both began to cry. "Why did he do this?" Jisung said while crying.

"I don't know! But we need to go to the hospital that's where he most likely is." Changbin frantically said as he proceeded to leave the dorm.

This is where their nightmare came true. Is there a chance that Chan will survive and be by y/n side?