Thank You. That's something we tell someone when we appreciate them. It's often overused and a lot of the time people say it when they can't think of another way to show gratitude. I, myself have a lot of people I am genuinely grateful came into my life. Some of them are still in it, others are not. I don't regret anything though because all the pain or love they cause me to have, has helped create who I am as a person, so to these people, I say thank you.
My first best friend. I met you in first grade and we immediately became each other's other half. Every day at recess we would play four square or hopscotch. My favorite memory with you is when we would swing at the swing sets and play charades. Now, I'll admit, we were kids and we fought. Most of the time it was just little fights though and we always ended up making up in the end, well, until the time in 6th grade. When corona had hit we became more distant but also tried to stay in touch. You started to distance herself from me more and more until I eventually decided to end the friendship cause it was hurting me being in a friendship like that. From then on it started kind of a feud between us but you had helped me through a lot previously and I will never take that for granted. So, thank you.
Brother. You have always been my favorite and we're a lot closer than I am with any of my other siblings. I would trust you with my life. I've told you so much and you could easily ruin my life with one sentence. I don't think you realize that though. I've always tried my best to be there for you but sometimes I wonder if I'm good enough for a sibling. Did you know you're the first person I told when HeartBreaker and I broke up? You didn't even seem like you cared but I understand. You didn't know how to react. You're my favorite brother and I don't know what I would do without you. So, thank you.
HeartBreaker. You meant so much to me. Did you know that? I wonder everyday whether you actually liked me or were you just bored? I mean, you had done that to other girls before. You don't understand how much it broke me when you said "I don't wanna get over her". I'm thankful you did break me though. You completely destroyed me and that gave me a chance. A chance to start over and build myself up again into a new person. So, thank you.
Best friend. You help me a lot. You give the best advice and you're the first person I talk to when I'm not doing good. I couldn't be more thankful for you. I know I make you angry and upset but I promise I don't mean to. You know more than anybody else. Yeah, sometimes you get on my nerves but I'm not gonna lie, everybody does so I promise it's not just you. You've helped me through some of the toughest times in my life. So, thank you.
Him. I'm sorry. I still love you and I messed up. You meant the world to me and I hurt you. I'm glad we're still friends but I hate how much pain I caused you. I don't know if you've forgiven me but if you haven't yet I don't blame you. Although, I hope you do soon. You're so sweet, kind, and caring. You've been in my life for a while now and know more about me than I even know. You've helped me through more stuff than %99.9 of my friends have. So, thank you.
I'm sure you would like me to say that's the end but it's not. There's still one more. If you would like, you can stop reading here. I promise you though, you may not know who I am, but this might help figure out a little about me. So, last and most definitely least.
Me. You've been there since birth. You've been there through all the ups and downs. I would like to say you truly know me, but this is a note of truth. I wish you knew me better but the truth is your life is so chaotic you have no time to focus on me. Please know I still love you even when you hate life. I mean, everyone feels like the whole world is against them at some point. In that moment they wish they could change what happened but please don't feel regret, I promise you it gets better. I feel bad for causing you all the overthinking and all the late nights I kept you up crying. I've honestly destroyed you and I feel horrible about it. I wish I could say thank you but I can't. I've caused you to go through so much and you've done the same to me. So, to this letter I say, I'm sorry.
