I think I'm going insane.
THEESE people won't stop ringing the door bell I can't stop crying everyone seems to hate me I get my rope a pen and some paper and I write "Dear mother, i can't tAke it anymore im sorry I love you" with a love heart I get my rope and go for a walk and look at all the beautiful things then I find a tree it's my favourite tree me and haruto always say here and talked heh once he fell off that was funny I tie the rope around the tree put my neck right in the hole I lift one foot thinking about what I'm about to do... then I lift the other Goodbye haruto goodbye mother goodbye maria And hello daddy...
