Let The Heart Make Decisions (OnGoing)

Chapter I

2020

I've been here in korea since 2019 last year and i met my bestfriend Park Shenyi were been together all the time like were siblings but yeah we have similarities we have complicated life but she's not like me i dont remember everything i dont know what happened to me in the past but i always thinking and it's not working .
So i give up so i dont pressure myself in here but i know my family and they are in the Philippines
Well as of now i always go to hospital i mean in Saturday the doctor cheng always check up on me but Idk why and they always say its for f*cking health so Im just do what they want and im just a scholar student here so im being Kind for Everyone especially for the one who accepted the scholar here in korea And that is Mrs. Cheng the wife of Dr. Cheng and shes a doctor too abd as for me i study nusing just like my bestfriend too.

My Bestfriend have a complete Family i dont want to meet them because im scared that they judge me for what i am and im not beautiful and rich like their daughter so i always say no when she invited me to go to her house But i know she's Disappointed and Sad and shes nothing she can do but i know she understand me so im thankful that i have a Bestfriend Like Her.

SATURDAY

HEY...sumisigaw na naman bestfriend ko

What? Im sleeping just please keep quiet you disturbed me you know.....

"Aish you know that you have Check Up Today and you're so late" galit na sabi nito

" If you dont fucking Wake up Rightnow Im probablly calling Dr. Cheng to pick you up" dagdag na sabi nito na sumisigaw ayshhhh sakit sa tenga

Ito na nga gigising na irita kong sabi lumayas naman sa kwarto ko imean lumabas HAHHA

And yeah she's understand filipino language a little because im her Tutor HAHAH

Naligo at Nagbihis na ako at tsaka bumaba para kumain ng breakfast Well nakita ko bestfriend ko sa kusina She's good at cooking well Thanks to me.

Ohh..The more you practice it the more you good at it Bes you Finally a good Housemaid...HAHAHHA asar kong sabi habang tumatawa

"Fuck y** bes You're so Annoying" pagalitgalitan niyang sabi

Im just kidding (rolled eye)

"Well im always like this you know that because im worried about you.. okay..For now just please Take Care of Yourself I know its Hard because you dont remember everything and i understand" she hugged me

Na speechless ako kasi hindi ko alam anong nararamdaman ko i know im selfish person but there are person who loved me the most cared for me and that's my Bestfriend But i always caused harm to myself.

Stop this kind of Drama im going to cry..
putol putol kong sabi

"Okay....okay just finished your food so we gonna go now and im sure Dr. Cheng was probably mad rn and i wanna know that 2nd semester is coming so be prepare yourself okay....Mauuna na ako sa Car" (she smile)

Ang kyut niya magtagalog kahit bulol bulol naman HAHAH..

Okay po mommy Shenyi HAHAH inaasar ko na naman sya kaya ayon nag walk out HAHAH ANG KYUT🥰

HOSPITAL

Pumasok na kami sa loob and nakita namin si Dr. Cheng shitt papagalitan ako nito kasi late na naman ako 8:30 Am kasi dapat 1:00Pm na

Good afternoon Mr. Imean Dr. Cheng kinakabahan kong sabi

Dr. Cheng: Well well you're so late Ms. Velasco and Im used to it... So Can we proceed to my office now walang emonsyong ani nito

Im sorry Dr. Cheng im promise i will not late again...
But i know uulitin ko pa din yun heheh busy kaka BoysLove ehh

Dr. Cheng: No need to promise you will break it though

WALA AKONG MASABI TOTOO NAMAN EHH

Pumasok ako sa loob ng office niye then umupo ako sa sala well may sala dito ehh and umalis din yung bestfriend ko kasi tumawag yung mommy niya may emergency daw so mag isa nalang akong uuwi mamaya..

Dr. Cheng: I have few Questions for you okay and just be Honest with your answer🙂.

Ito na naman siguro pero sanay na naman ako ehh ganito talaga routine ko pag mag checheck up

CHECK UP ROUTINE
•FEW QUESTIONS: PSYCHOTHERAPY "TALK THERAPY"
•CHECK MY BRAIN/BODY: LIKE MRI,CT SCANS,XRAYS
•VITAMINS/PILLS
•COGNITIVE BEHAVIORAL THERAPY
•ETC.

Well the truth is i have DISSOCIATIVE AMNESIA who does'nt recall thier memories it takes years nalaman ko nalang nung pumunta ako dito sa Korea kasi sinundo ako nina Mrs. Cheng and Mr. Cheng kaya enexplain nila sakin para daw malinawan yung isip ko kasi when i first step here in Korea my feeling was confused caused why my parents send me here idk there reason but what i know is i am the one who applied scholar here in Korea because its my biggest Dream and when i still dont have a Amnesia Mrs. Cheng and that what she said to me kaya hanggang ngayon di ko parin naalala na nag apply ako ng scholarship dito sa Korea.

CONTINUE.......