𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐡𝐢𝐭𝐬 ✰ t. mitsuya

VIOLET!

  "i loved you, mitsuya" small talk and rude remarks escalated into a screaming match this time. at this point i don't remember what started the argument, just that it's gone in a different direction then intended.

   "well you had such weird ways of showing it" i snapped back, although fully lying.

   "oh really?" y/n rolled their eyes and crossed their arms, perceptive to my lie.

   "you do it without words but don't you worry 'cause i heard everything," i'm speaking out of my ass for the sake of this petty fight. y/n's death has made me such a bitter person since i have no one to resent but them or myself, so "winning' this argument feels like a must-have opportunity for all the shit they've put me through.

   "i'm not leaving you any signs like the kind you think you find, this ain't misery" they were staring at the alarm clock, probably wishing for time to go faster. i wonder if they looked the same way on that faithless night.

   "'this ain't misery'? i would have broke you knees to keep you here with me. i would have done anything if it meant you'd be alive right now," my voice got softer as i spoke, revealing my desperation and loneliness. as much as i want to hate and blame them for these new-found feelings, i can't. y/n is the love of my life and that isn't going to change whether they 're dead or alive. in another timeline maybe i was able to stop them from jumping, but not everyone gets a happy ending.

   y/n opened their mouth only to be cut off by the cry's of the bedside alarm, abruptly ending our conversation.

   "i'm sorry, i have-"

   "i know," i cut them off once again as they had nothing to apologize for.

   a few beats of silence went before they started towards the balcony doors. before y/n climbed up on the railing, i started to hear a pounding sound encompassing me. it was a harmony of fast-paced thumps rattling my head. y/n seemed to be unfazed by the noise, causing me to question aloud if they were hearing it too. but by the time they turned around, i was gone.

   i shot-up from my bed, breathing heavily and in a cold sweat. my heart rate was almost back to normal until i heard the pounding sound again. only this time i could easily distinguish the noise as someone knocking on my front door. i got up in a haste to answer it. looking through the peephole, i see draken's face. i'm not sure why but i freaked out, my body wouldn't let me turn the doorknob. all i could do was sink down to the floor and cry.

   "mitsuya, i know you're in there" draken tried to call out to me with no avail. my ears were ringing, the only thing i could hear was my own broken breaths as i failed to take in air.

   my panic's at the ceiling but i'm flat down on the carpet.