Originally Made: January 28, 2021 - July 29, 2022
Lost Love can help you realize so many things but who knows maybe it helps you realize you shouldn't have lost that love.
I hardly slept last night. I went downstairs and started to make breakfast. After a while, I heard someone come downstairs. I turned around and saw Alexa and Carlos.
Y/N: oh gawd did I wake you guys up? Carlos: no we were already awake Alexa: Kingston and Ocean couldn't sleep Y/N: so the only person that slept was Oliver *you guys laugh* Y/N: sorry about last night Alexa: it's fine you had to do what you had to do Carlos: at least your fine Y/N: yeah i am Alexa: why did Daniel leave early? Y/N: we had an argument and I told him I need space Alexa: well he was really mad he slammed the door right after Y/N: at this point i Dont care if he gets mad Alexa: can we ask why you guys argue? *you told them the reason* Carlos: honestly I think it was a good idea to ask for some space Y/N: i know I'm just tired of arguing with him because of Kian Alexa: I know but how about we go down to the beach with the kids Y/N: that sounds amazing Carlos: we can invite Kian Y/N: I'll let him know
Two hours later.
We prepared food and snacks to take to the beach and a few drinks as well. I went to go change into my bikini *swipe to see* and put shorts and an over sized shirt *swipe to see*. We got the kids in their car seat and drove to Kian's place to pick him.
30 minutes later.
We got to Kian's apartment and let him know we were here. After a while, he got to the car and we drove to the beach.
An hour later.
We finally got to the Santa Monica beach and got down to find a spot. After a while, the boys went in the water while Alexa and I set up everything. We put the blankets down. We put our hair in a messy bun and started to tan.
Y/N: when are you guys going home? Alexa: tomorrow is our last day Y/N: already? Wish you guys stayed longer Alexa: well come back or you guys can come over Y/N: we probably will Alexa: thank you for letting us stay at your house Y/N: no problem you guys are welcome anytime *you guys hugged and went back to tanning* Y/N: how about we listen to music? Alexa: sounds good
I pulled out the speaker and connected to my phone. I put on my playlist and started to enjoy the sun.
2 hours later.
The boys come running up to us. Kingston and Ocean got on top of Alexa. Kian had Oliver but placed him in my laps.
Kian: you girls should hit the water Carlos: it feels so good Alexa: we're not done tanning Carlos: you can finish your tanning at home come on let's enjoy the water Y/N: you guys can go I can stay here with the kids Alexa: you sure? You don't want to go in the water? Y/N: Nah Im fine here you guys can have your time and I'll have my time with these kiddos Carlos: thank you Y/N Kian: I'll stay with her Alexa: okay *they both left to the water and Kian sat next to you* Kian: what's wrong? Y/N: nothings wrong Kian: ive knowing for so long Y/N that I know when you're worried, sad, angry, happy and everything else Y/N: nothing is wrong Kian: if nothings wrong, then why did Daniel leave all mad yesterday? Y/N: because we had an argument Kian: what was the argument about? Ocean: aunt Y/N can we have a snack? Y/N: of course baby you want cookies? Ocean: yes please *you give them a cookie* Y/N: here you go Ocean; thank you aunt Y/N Y/N: you're welcome baby Kian: so you gonna tell me? Y/N: uhm we just have been arguing lately about me having feelings for another guy when I was away Kian: how did he find out? Y/N: uhm i was drunk and I told him I had feelings for someone else in bora bora *you started to tear* Kian: ohh Y/N/N I'm sorry *he hugs you* Y/N: i asked him for space and that's when he left Kian: he'll come back
An hour later.
We've been having so much fun. We took everything back to the car and walked the Santa Monica pier. Kian bought Oliver toys. Kian, Oliver and I went on the Ferris Wheel together and Carlos and Alexa went on another one with Kingston and Ocean. We stopped at the very top seeing the sunset happen.
Y/N: it's so beautiful Kian: seeing the sunset over the water is amazing *you both take pictures of the sunset and post it on your story* Kian: this is so relaxing
I turned to look at Kian and I couldn't help it but kiss him. To my surprise, he actually kissed me back. We both pulled away when the wheel started moving.
Y/N; Im sorry i shouldn't have done that Kian: no don't be sorry Y/N: i should be sorry Im still with Daniel and we're just on a break Kian: I know and I should be the one that should be sorry even if I've been wanting this moment to happen for a long time Y/N: trust me I know because I've been wanting to do it but I just thought that I- Kian: you wanted to do to get Daniel off your mind *you look down at Oliver* Y/N: yeah Kian: it's okay I get it *you hugged him* Y/N: thank you *he hugged you back* Kian: no problem
An hour later.
We all drove back home to have a movie night. We ordered food because we were tired to be cooking. Kian and Carlos set up the movie room while Alexa and I shower the kids. After a while, the food came and we took the kids and the food to the movie room.
Kian: who's ready for a movie night? Y/N: we're ready Alexa: so what are we watching? Carlos: Sharkboy and LavaGirl Alexa: nooo not that one Y/N: yesss! It's a classic
Almost 3 hours later.
I've been cuddled up with Kian for the past two hours and enjoying this time with our friends. We finished watching the movie and decided to watch Zac & Mia.
Y/N: who's ready to watch Kian's show? Kian: no let's watch Big Time Rush movie Carlos: nope we're gonna watch your show then we'll watch BTR Alexa: I agree with Kian let's watch Big Time Rush movie Y/N: so it's two and two let's see what the kids want to watch Carlos: Ocean, Kingston and Oliver what do you guys want to watch? Kian: do you want to see your dad on tv? Ocean: yes Y/N: or uncle Kian on tv? Ocean/Kingston: uncle Kian! Carlos: you heard it here. Zach & Mia wins!
A few hours later.
We saw that it was already 3 in the morning. The kids were already sleeping. We all cried a lot watching it. We decided to call it a night. I saw that Kian was about to order an Uber.
Y/N: why don't you stay for the night? Kian: you don't have a separe room anymore Y/N: we Can share my bed Kian: you sure? Y/N: we're best friends still Kian: even after that happened Y/N: of course Kian: okay
We all said goodnight to each other and went to our rooms. I quickly changed Oliver and feed him in his room. After a while, he finally feel asleep. I placed him in his crib and went to my room. I saw that Kian was already sleeping without his shirt. I quickly took off my makeup and fixed my hair in a bun. I went on bed and called it a night.
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