She.Will.Be.Mine. ( On Hiatus)

Prologue

Jungkooks POV

My earliest memories.

I remember....... hospitals....... doctors....... examinations.....

I was......broken

It wasn't just me. My brothers experienced it too.

The doctors tried to figure out what was wrong with us. My parents tried to explain to us why we were different than other children.

None of us understood.

We were all examined at the same time.

We overheard the doctor tell our parents they couldn't help us.

They said we would never be normal children or live a normal life.

As we grew older we figured out what was wrong with us.

We all witnessed other children become happy.....sad.....angry.

But we never felt these things.

All we felt was emptiness......hallow...... incomplete.....

My father desperately wanted to help us, but my mother......she was nothing like my father. She wasn't worried about us at all.

She said she was the exact same way when she was a child.

She said we would meet someone who would fix us, cure us, complete us.....

Our father refused to listen to our mothers words. He wanted normal children more than anything in the world.....

He tried everything to make us happy.......toys.....games...... hugs.....

We never felt happy......but we did feel...........pity.

We felt pity for this sad man.

We wanted our father to stop worrying about us.

So we pretended.......we pretended to be normal. And my father was happy....we finally became a normal family.....but deep down I think he knew we were only pretending.......

When we started school......kids......bullied me.....they teased and hit us because we were strange to them......

It was an........ inconvenient experience........

We realized if we wanted to be treated properly.....we would have to act like other children.....

We pretended to be normal......and the bullying stopped........we pretended to be friends with people.......... we pretended to have hobbies........we pretended to care when tragedy struck ...................

Pretty soon we all were pretending of every hour of everyday of our lives......

But it was all fake.......we never felt anything........the only thing we felt was emptiness.........

When we grew older we all grew resentful of our condition......my brother......Yoongi..... neglected our mother......he thought she lied about the things she said......

We all wanted to feel what others felt .....we wanted to feel joy.......anger...... sadness.......

We did everything that could possibly make us feel emotions.........guilt......empathy..... In any way possible......

Nothing worked.......

We all focused on our mothers words..........

"One day you'll meet someone special".

We thought of these words everyday .......they were our only support......our only reason to live........

And one day..........we found her!!!!!!

When we met her something changed inside of us!!!!

Our world was filled with color and light it was as if we'd opened our eyes for the first time!!!!

We felt warm!

We felt complete!!!

We felt....... alive!!!!

She is our escape from the cold,grey, empty world we've been trapped in.

She is the one We've been waiting for.

The person we want to spend the rest of our lives with...

We must protect her!!!!

We must make her ours........

We must not let anyone take her from us....

She is everything to us.......

She is worth any sacrifice......

Nothing else matter no one else matters...................

She.Will.Be.Ours

She doesn't have a choice........

(Well that was deep, the trailer for the story is on my Bottom Taehyung oneshot book)

Bye Mochi's 😊 💜