room 376 ; han x skz

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han Jisung pov ;

Today's my first day at this famous school, I'm just a simple boy who's living alone - means there's no guardian, no one will help me if I'm hurt, in danger, or in trouble. Even though I'm used to it by now, I still can't help but to remember and miss my mother's beautiful smile and my father's corny jokes. It's been already 7 years since they passed away because of car accident.

I was 11 y/o that time, many people came to me and comforted me, ofcourse out of pity. Well, I didn't cried. But that doesn't mean I'm not crying inside. I just don't need them to pity me more, I don't need that.

You would definitely think that how can i understand and be that mature in such a young age? It's because dad taught me to be a strong boy, and taught me many things in advance so that in the future, I already knew about it.

Dad's a scientist, he's my role model... He wants me be to be like him in the future, well that time I don't have any courage to say "Dad don't worry, I'm planning to be a scientist because I already love it by just watching you" no, because I'm still young.

But right now, whenever I would go to their graves, I always tell him that. Even though I'm not sure if he can hear it, atleast I've told him already.
That I want to be like him, no matter what happen. I'll do my best even though I'm afraid and scared of the future,

I'd love to see myself change the world by creating something unique that would made the others shock. That's my main goal.

But right now i still need to study hard and work hard to reach that goal of mine. I promised myself to not dissapoint my parents who loved me and taken care of me until their last breath.

"You're Han Jisung the new student, am i right?" The female teacher Infront of me asked as i entered the office room with an awkward smile.

Actually i think I'm so lucky to got the chance to enter this school, I've heard that the teachers here are good at teaching students causing them to graduate high school with a perfect mindset before they enter college.

However, I'm hoping that this time, I'd be able to finally learn peacefully without being bullied. Hopefully, I'd have friends.

I need to study hard and stay away from trouble, I just got the chance to enter this high school because of scholarship, i need to make sure that I wouldn't even enter guidance office. Not even once.

Before anything else, I nodded to the lady as she stood up from her seat.

"Follow me Mr. Han, you're in my class afterall" She smiled and i hesitantly returned it. After that I followed her, walking silently nervous as ever.

I don't know what to expect, but I need to calm myself and think positive.

That's what I exactly did then sighed before i heard my name being called, "Jisung, you may enter now"

After hearing that, I slowly walked towards the classroom while looking down my feet.

I can't, I'm anxious.

"Class, quiet please. This is your new classmate, please introduce yourself" all of the students inside suddenly went quiet, and all of their attention are on me, gazing at me with curious eyes. I can feel it and it made me have goosebumps.

"I-i- I'm..."

C'mon jisung you can do it!
Don't be such a baby!

Still not looking up, I fidgeted with my fingers and opened my mouth again to speak, "I-i-i'm.. Han Jisung, hope we can be f－friends" i closed my eyes and Inhales harshly.

"Cute" i didn't know if i just misheard that but i think someone said that. It made me somehow flattered.

I slowly opened my eyes seeing the clean floor of the room, and finally.. our teacher spoke up, "Alright Mr. Han, please seat beside Jeongin. Mr Yang raise your hand"

A boy with soft features and have fennec fox face raised his eyes for me to see, before i walk away i whispered a soft 'okay ma'am, thank you' and received a nod from her.

Then i finally sat beside this boy named 'Jeongin' carefully placing my bag at the side of our table. After that, I glanced to him.

He seemed friendly...
should I...

"H-hi I'm jisung" i gave him a small smile while he's just staring at the board.

When i said that, he turned his head to look at me before saying, "I-i-i- know, nerd." I widened my eyes hearing that,

I didn't expected that

I thought I'd finally have a friend.

"Don't talk to me, can't you see I'm trying to focus here?" He sent me a sharp glare making me flinch and look away.

"S-sorry.."

He didn't replied but just scoffed.

It would be an understatement if no one would befriend me,

Afterall I'm just an outcast.