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I haven't really wanted to believe you're gone.

My heart feels so...

I don't know how to describe it.

There's an ache.

There's an emptiness.

There's a void.

There's an awful, awful, awful hurt.

There's a hurt that I want to hang on to, that I want to drown in, that I want to experience on a daily basis, but I never will.

That's not the life I was meant to have with you. 

But I am so thankful for every second that we had together, however short or long it was.

I am so thankful for every word that I said to you and for every time I did something for you. 

Sad as this must seem, it may very well be the last time that we speak before we go our separate ways. And maybe the dawn for this is already over ... But I'll say the words either way. 

I love you, I love you more than anything in my world. 

I love you more than my own breath, more than my own heartbeat, more than my own tears, more than my own body. 

I am so glad that we had this chance to be together, even if only for one moment, no matter what happens in the future, because without this moment, there would never have been us at all.

This is the story of a life, an existence, that should never have existed in the first place.

We'll never be able to forget it.

Not even after we die.

The end has come.

But maybe that's the best thing that can happen? Maybe it is a blessing in disguise. Maybe it brings us closure, like the person who wrote the book you're reading right now is trying to say.

Maybe it brought us together, and maybe that was exactly where we needed to be. It might have broken our hearts, but it brought  you to me. And, most importantly, it brought us happiness.

So, thank you for being here. Thank you for giving me a reason to keep living, even if only as a memory.

Thank you... For everything. 

And if there is a heaven out there, let it be where your heart is.

—ᴅɪʟᴜᴄ ʀᴀɢɴᴠɪɴᴅʀ

Pov : you got isekai'd back into your own world and you recive this in your mail in game