Pennywise x Reader

Chapter 4

[1st person pov (Y/N)]

I woke up to light in my eyes. My body complained as I rolled over to avoid the responsibility of getting up. My thighs, hips and stomach hurt while the rest of me felt AMAZING.

It was then I realised that I was alone in the bedroom and my stomach dropped as I got up faster then I ever had before. I was still in the same room as last night, just without Penny. I was panicking that he changed his mind about us and left me in the night, since he knew I wouldn't notice.

I was about to cry before I felt him behind me, giving me a hug. I let out a huge sigh of relief.
"I would never leave you, (Y/N)." Said Penny.
With the worry he wasn't there gone, I smiled and then blushed heavily as I turned around and pushed him away. I was butt naked. Pennywise laughed and I threw a pillow at him. "You're so annoying!" I yelled, blushing. "What? I've already seen and felt everything, there's no need to be ashamed" Pennywise chuckled.

I giggled. "I suppose you're right. C'mere then!" I said as I pulled him in for a hug. He was wearing normal shorts without a shirt on. "No clown suit today?" I asked jokingly. He didn't answer but he pulled me in closer for another hug.

[smooth transition]

Pennwise and I spent hours of laughing, dancing, talking and kissing. The closeness that I felt with him, it was warming. Every time he looked at me, I melted inside. Every time he said or did something, I watched and listened, not even blinking, because I wanted to lose not even a second of time with him. I never thought, as a 19 year old, I'd find love. I always used to watch couples be happy and I despised them. I despised their idea of love. I despised their nature.

It wasn't that I didnt want love, I just hated how simple it was. I wanted adventure, I wanted fun, I wanted different. No human could accomplish that with me. The reason I was still in 'care' was because there was a 'Special Person Service' also knows as 'SPS', which I am a part of. I got a little lost in thought while sitting down, waiting for Pennywise to return from something he said he needed to do.

I have never liked anybody. Not one person in my entire life, that I can remember anyway. I've always has a problem with the way they look, smell, talk, feel and speak. It just disgusts me. Let alone how they feel. I do feel things. Just not stupid things. Like sadness when your food falls on the floor, or anger when someone else wants something you don't.
Humans are complicated. I don't understand them, though they say I am one. I don't think so. I came from them, but that doesn't mean that's what I am. I think I'm something people will never understand. They aren't capable of it. Their small brains can't comprehend what I am. It's very annoying.

I was interrupted.
"(Y/N) I'm backkkkk" Pennywise chirped. I looked up and laughed. He had blood smeared all over his face.
"you got a lil something on your face" I chuckeld.
"Oh.. I forgot to clean it off. I'm not used to having someone to let me know" Pennywise stated.
"Well I'm here now" I responded.

"Anyway, how was your trip?" I asked.
"Good. Children are squirmy and loud though." Pennywise answered.
"oh, so that's why there's been missing children signs around recently.." I noted.
".. Yeah. Sorry I didn't tell you earlier."
"Its fine, I don't care. I wasn't surprised anyway." I laughed.

Pennywise looked over at me all confused.
"I didn't mean that weirdly. I'm just not surprised you eat people. It made sence considering you probably wouldn't kill for fun. Always some sort of purpose." I explained. Pennywise nodded and pulled me upwards, and then hugged me. I chuckle-sighed and hugged him back.

With the day almost coming to an end, me and Pennywise heard a car pull up in front of the house. Pennywise let me go and went to investigate, but I pulled him back. He again looked confused.
"we both know who it is. Let me go tell them to leave me alone and if they don't you have my full permission to do what you want with them." I said.

Pennywise rolled his eyes in a 'fine, only cuz you asked' kind of way. I walked inside and growled because I relised they must have replaced the tracker AGAIN, after the hundredth time of me ripping it out of myself. I walked outside and there were two new people standing at the gate. They looked surprised to see me.

I walked tawards them not expecting them to cooperate..