𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐆𝐎𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐍 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐀𝐁𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐎𝐍𝐄𝐃

Chapter 1/3

Ratings: T, but will be M

Warnings: torture, abuse (mental, physical and emotional), character bashing, character death and boys' love.

*I changed Sarah's name to Evelyn as Sarah was just a placeholder until I found a name I liked; I also changed Draco sister's name from Aurora to Rachelle and Ethan's appearance also changed; he now has auburn hair and is taller than James.*

Chapter1: Part 3

-Ethan Potter's POV-

He was nervous this year, but excited. He was now seventeen and would now be able to court the one person he loved since he was a child. But said person detested the sight of him and he could blame no one, but himself.

Ethan sat in his compartment alone for the first time since he was eleven and in all honesty he could say that he liked it. He didn't have to deal with Hermione's whining.

Oh, who was he kicking! She was always bitching and moaning about some crap he didn't care about, but he had been too polite to tell her to shut-up.

He snorted and could imagine the look of disbelief on his face if he had heard him say that sentence. That beautiful face with those eyes, he could imagine him giving him a very cheeky remark about his lack of manners and general disregard for social niceties and would later comment on his stud emotional growth.

And as he heard himself be insulted, his focus would be on those plump, red lips...he stopped his train of thought before he embarrassed himself by getting an erection (not that anyone would know, but still it was common curtsey to not masturbate in public transportation and that showed that he was not as deprived as he believed him to be, so that should count for something, right?).

No, it didn't. Draco Malfoy-Snape, the most beautiful person he had ever seen, didn't see that; he saw him as an arrogant bully who cared about pranks and Quidditch. And that had been his fault.

But in his defense, he had been nervous. He had gotten tongue tied when he saw his angelic face and when he had turned those eyes on him, his heart had stopped beating and the words had died in this mouth, so instead of saying something polite, his mind had gone on overdrive and he had called him "a slimy snake" and that had happened before they were sorted, unfortunately it got worse after that.

Ron had laughed himself silly and his face had heated up and he bit his lip. He tried to smile and looking back that had been the wrong thing to do as he came across as a smirk. From then on he was "Prat Potty" and not Ethan Charles Potter.

And his heart sank as he saw those big, blue eyes flash in pain and replaced with dislike. Their rivalry had been born and all he had wanted to do was kiss those lips and embrace that slender body, even if it was not allowed.

Ethan knew that Draco was a submissive wizard from his godfather Sirius and his mate Remus and knew that he would be courted when he turned seventeen. As a child he knew felt something more for the Malfoy heir. His heart beat faster when he saw him smile or laugh. And he had felt the strong desire to be the one that cause his eyes to light up. He had loved him then and had realized it when he saw him asleep in their second year.

He remembered that day. He had used his father's invisibility cloak to get into Snape's office and wanted to prank him after he had banished his work, given him a zero and called him a dunderhead in Potions.

Honestly, how was he supposed to focus when such a beauty was two tables away from him, especially when the fumes in the class left his cheeks flushed? If anyone should have been punished if should have been Draco! No one should look that sexy and be allowed in a class that involves dangerous herbs, but he wisely kept those thoughts to himself. He was not a brash imbecile, regardless of what Evelyn believed, to say that to Snape's face who gladly would wring his neck. Everyone knew that he was crazy possessive of his step-son.