Tired Of Losing

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Hey Granie.

Im a sorry excuse of a person. I miss you too much. My heart hurts and I dunno why. I wish I could explain.

Im so confused.

I bet it's cool wherever you went. I hope you're okay. Man goodbye is hard.

I love you.

Its not fair.

Why?

Its not my fault.

It is my fault.

I didn't mean to.

I wasn't there.

Im never there.

This is awful.

Im awful.

I'll take care of it.

I dunno if I can.

Its not fair.

Please.

Come back.

Im sorry.

Im so sorry.

Im sorry.

Please.

Just make it better again.

Just turn the radio back on.

Please.

Im not ready.

I don't want to lose you.

Please come back.

Please.

Im scared.

I don't want to live.

Im tired.

Please come back.

I can't stop crying.

It hurts too much.

I feel so numb.

I don't want to do this.

I probably will anyway.

Im so tired.

All I do is cry.

Im crazy.

It should have been me.

I knew this would happen again.

Man.

Im so sorry.

I should have been there for you.

I was too scared of her.

I was too scared to watch you go.

I was to scared I'd join you.

Im no good with letting go.

Im no good at pretend.

Im not okay.

I'll probably never be.

Im just really good at hiding it.

But then things like this happen and I have no energy to care enough to hide.

Why didn't you bring me too?

We would have had fun.

Instead Im still here.

With no want to keep going.

Im so tired.

Im so tired.

Im so tired.

Please come back.

Please.

Smile. Just smile. Simply smile.

There's 4 eggs in my basket Granie.

There's 3 eggs in ralphs basket.

6 more to find huh?

Okay Ralph lets go find the rest.

You have to eat less salt Granie?

Why?

Well I think Salt can't be too bad for ya.

Why can't I watch Granie?

Prince isn't inappropriate.

Granie I miss mommy.

When?

I love her too.

Granie will you read to me?

Do you think I could go to places like that too Granie?

We'll go together.

But we won't will we.

I really didn't want to lose you too.

I thought I had more time.

One day when I die do you think you could make me some Grits.

Do you think you could tell me you love me again.

I love you Granie.

Granie Banie boo.

Granie Annie loo.

Granie Manny moo.





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⏰ Last updated: Apr 18, 2022 ⏰

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